Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
I don't understand it. I don't believe it. I thought it was impossible. Up until a few months ago I didn't know anything like this existed. None of this makes sense to me. I don't understand any of this and I won't pretend that I do. The test was positive. The test stated that I'm pregnant, But, I just, I can't be. How can this be happening? Why's this happening to me? No words have been spoken between Harry and I. All I needed after I found out was someone to hold me, Hold me so I could try and forget. I love Harry. He's my bestfriend and we've been through so much together, But it wasn't his arms I wanted around me right now. It should be Zayn comforting me.
"Niall you ok?" Harry asked, I slowly shrugged my shoulders.
"How? How can this be?" I whispered, Harry sighed.
"I dunno mate. I really don't" Harry spoke. "Are you sure it was positive? I mean did you look at it the right way up?" Harry questioned.
"I looked and checked the box over ten times Harry. The test hasn't changed from positive to negative" I mumbled, Harry took a deep breath.
"What're you gonna do?" He asked, I shrugged my shoulders once again. I don't wanna make any decisions right now.
"I dunno. I dunno what to do Harry" I exclaimed.
"You have to think of something Ni" Harry said.
"I know what I have to do alright Harry! I don't need you reminding me!" I snapped, Harry sighed. "I'm sorry" I mumbled.
"It's alright" He replied. "Your upset right now your emotions are all over the place. I understand" He assured me.
"How could I be so stupid? I'm so bloody stupid Harry! How could I let this happen?" I chocked out.
"This isin't your fault. You didn't know this was gonna happen. Nobody did" Harry commented.
"Everyones gonna hate me. If my parents were alive they'd be so disappointed in me" I cried out, Harry shook his head and pulled me against his chest once again.
"No they wouldn't. Niall don't ever say that. Your parents they loved you, They could never be disappointed in you" Harry said softly, I looked up at him with tear filled eyes.
"I want my mum she'd know what to do. I want my mum Harry" Harry said nothing. There was nothing he could say. In that moment I broke down crying, Harry's arms tightened around me, I sat crying in his arms for another ten minutes before he finally spoke.
"Nialler I can't bring your mum back, But you aren't alone. You've got your brothers and you know they'd be there for you. What're you gonna tell Liam and Louis?" My eyes slipped closed as Harry spoke.
"I'm not gonna tell them anything" I whispered, Harry looked straight at me.
"Niall you have to tell them. They'll figure it out sooner or later. I mean what're you gonna say when you start showing? And what about Zayn? He's the father he has a right to know" Harry exclaimed.
"I don't even know if I'm gonna keep it Harry" I stated before standing up.
"What?" He chocked out. "Niall you can't. You can't make a decision like that on your own" Harry got to his feet.
"It's my body Harry. It's my baby, Well it's not even a baby yet is it? I mean really right now it's just a small thing" I said, Harry shook his head.
"Niall if your gonna have a abortion Zayn has the right to know. It's his baby to even if it is a tiny dot right now, It's his too" Harry commented, More tears fell from my eyes.
"I know. I know all that" I mumbled before sitting down on the bed. I chuckled slightly. "You know it's weird. Last night I had the dream about being pregnant. About Zayn and I being parents. Everything looked so perfect, So bright. It was like my own personal disney film" I explained.
"Do you think you could have that? That you and Zayn could do that? You said so yourself he told you he's always wanted to be a father" Harry commented before sitting down beside me.
"I doubt he'd even want the baby. He didn't wanna start something up with me. Why would he want a baby with me?" I questioned.
"You'd have to ask him that one Ni" Harry replied, I sighed.
"Can I stay here tonight? I just need to think everything over" I said, Harry placed a hand on my shoulder.
"Course you can" He replied, I looked up at Harry.
"If I do. If I decide to have the abortion would you come with me?" I asked, Harry hesitated.
"I think you should really think about this. After you've done all that if you want an abortion then yes, I'll come with you" I smiled slightly. "I'm gonna make us some hot chocolate. I'll be back in a second" I nodded before watching Harry leave the room. Once the door closed I pulled out my phone and sent a quick text to Zayn.
'Staying the night at harrys, I'll text you tomorrow when I'm ready to leave- niall' I then turned off my phone and chucked it down beside me. I then leaned back against the mattress. As I laid there staring up at the ceiling I placed my hand on my stomach. What am I gonna do? Am I gonna keep this baby? Hope that nobody hates me for it? Or am I gonna be a murderer and kill my child? I just dunno what to do.
