-Love In A Life Of Sin✔️-

Chapter6

SHAWNS POV

I woke up in the morning with Beyoncé laying on my chest, cuddling me like a little puppy. I smiled. I woke up with a boner, as most guys usually do, and it wasn't really helping that her cooch was dangerously close To my dick, AND let's not act like this isn't the sexiest woman alive cuddling me right now. I need to get up before she feels my...

Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by Beyoncé giggling a little.

"Bey?" I said looking down at her.

"And let's not act like this isn't the sexiest woman alive cuddling me right now." She mocked me.

"Oh shit, did I say that out loud?!"

"Yes you did baby." She said sarcastically trying to keep using my thick Brooklyn accent. She sat up on my lap bringing her you know what ON TOP of my you know what. "That wasn't what I was laughing at though" she looked down at my dick and winked at me. She then got off me and I sat up.

"Why you gotta play like that bey?"

"Aw I'm sowwy" she said poking out her bottom lip. "If it helps, I think your sexy too."

BEYS POV

I'm SERIOUSLY flirting with Shawn right now. I was awake before him and I even got up to go get a drink but he kinda half woke up and dragged me back onto him and started cuddling me. Then it was about 20 minutes of watching him sleeping and attempting to conclude my feelings for him before he started to get hard. I wanted him to relieve himself with me but clearly he don't feel that type of way about me.

What I quickly realised about Shawn is that he is a, sweet, loving, pretty much perfect guy. But we have a good thing going and I don't want to ruin it by sleeping with him. I would rather commit myself to him, which obviously won't happen. Anywhore I made my way to the kitchen and grabbed myself a bowl of honey nut cheerios and then went back to the front room where Shawn was watching tv. He was watching the news and who were they talking about I wonder?

"The hunt for Drug dealing gangster king Shawn Carter, and College student Beyoncé Knowles pursues through the night. One arrest has been made which was that or Michael Smith, an associate of Carter. When questioned by the media this morning he said "I doubt Shawn would hurt her, this nigga always talking bout how he Finna scoop her when cuffing season comes about. Talking about love and shit. He ain't hurt her." "

Shawn said he wanted to cuff me?

He turned off the tv and held his head in his hands while running them across his head.

"I always told Michael I would help him if the cops get him. I have to help him. Shit.."

"Shawn what's wrong?"

"Me and Michael made a pact that if one of us ever gets thrown in, the other will drop everything and help a brother out. And we also promised never to let love get in the way of business, both of which promises I have broken." He said looking at me. I put my food down and scooted closer to him putting my arms around him.

"So why don't you just go help him?' I asked rubbing his back.

"Because I can't leave you. If anything happened I would never forgive myself." Is could hear the hurt in his voice and I just wanted to kiss him and make him feel better.

"Shawn, I know this is a bad time to ask but why is it that all this time you have been so good to me? Why haven't you just left me yet?"

"Beyoncé, you wouldn't even begin to understand how much I care about you. Like I said, I can't leave you. I will never leave you." He was now inches away from my face and staring at my lips. I licked mine and bit my lip as I stared back at him. This boy was doing things to me. Should I lean in? Should I kiss him? Is he going to kiss me? All these thoughts were flying through my mind and before I knew it, Shawn had already moved away.