Loyalty {EDITING}

Chapter 14 - Im Ready

Chapter 14 - I'm Ready

(Brianna's POV)

I can't believe I did that too him. He looked so hurt after I said all the stuff I did. I just had to persuade him to let me stay because if I didn't then I have a feeling we wouldn't have been talking for a while. I will make it up to him though. Even if it's the last thing I do.

So, right now he is in the shower. I am waiting for him to get out the shower because we have important things to discuss. When I see him walk out in a towel I freeze. I can't help but stare at his perfectly sculpted body. He is so beautiful and I don't even deserve him. I watch him as he slowly gets dressed with boxers and shorts. Yumm!

"David can we talk please?" I asked desperately.

"Ohh now you wanna talk? You sure your not gonna interrupt me and conjure up some crazy idea because with you I feel like the bad guy all the time." He says harshly. I deserved that. But I can't help but tear up. I try to stop it but I can't help it.

"No. I am going to listen to you baby. I won't-" I was saying but got cut off rather bitterly by David.

"You know what Brianna? I don't want to hear it! I know what you are going to say and your lying. You will always jump to conclusions because in your mind I'm always doing some fucked up shit! So save me the lies." He says loudly in my face after he moved close. God, I really messed up. I'm not sure how to fix this.

"Davey baby please! I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you just please don't leave me." I said desperately grabbing a hold of his shoulders.

"Brianna. I think we need a break for you to clear your mind-" He was saying pulling away but I quickly interrupted by pulling him closer to me and yelling.

"That's it David? I made a messed up mistake. I get it, I do. But you won't even let me fix it! You just want to give it up already? I have been in love with you since I was 12 and I finally get to express it but it ends not even after a month because I fucked up. You know what Lechmann? I begged desperately for you to forgive me and let me make it up to you but you keep pushing me away. Fuck you then! I am not begging no more. You just want an excuse to leave me." I yelled shoving him then I whispered the last part.

"No, baby I-" He was saying but I interrupted him by pushing him out the way and leaving his room. I make my way to the front door quickly. When I start to reach for the doorknob, David grasps my arm and pulls me back to his room and slams the door shut. "You are not leaving me Brianna. Don't even try it. I know baby. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I won't forget about us ever. I cant. I love you." He whispers in my face. Ughh, lately we have been in a constant rollercoaster.

"David I'm sorry baby." I say softly grabbing his face with both my hands squishing his cheeks slightly. I peck his lips. "I'm ready" I say determined. Maybe this will stop our roller coaster.

He pulls back in surprise and looks at me weird. "Bria we don't have to do this. We are going to wait for your prom baby. We are going to make it special. We are both doing this for the first time, not just you." He says quietly. I nod. He always knows why to say. I don't deserve him. I hug him and tell him just that.

"Baby. We deserve eachother." He says quietly. And this proves my point. We sit in silence for a bit comforting eachother. I can't believe we keep fighting like this. Then David starts a conversation that I was waiting to happen.

"How much vampire and witch are you Bria?" He asks.

"Well, half and half. What about you?" I ask happy that he is the same as me. I would not want to change him at all in any way.

"I am 3 quarters vampire and a quarter witch or whatever you call it." He says. Wow. He is more vamp and I am more witch. Weird.

"That's cool David. Do you feel the urge to drink blood from anyone yet?" I ask worriedly.

"Yes baby. My throat burns a lot. But mostly around you. Your scent is intoxicating and I have the overwhelming sensation to bite you and possess you." He says steadily.

"Me too Davey,me too." I said smoothly but a little worried. "Do you think I can get that food now?" I ask looking up at him smiling.

"Yes come on baby." He says. I silently follow him to the kitchen. I wonder what does me and David's situation mean. We will find out soon though.

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Short I know. But my chappies are going to be short because I update so frequently. Hmm.... What's going to happen next?