Loyalty {EDITING}

Chapter 24 - Take Chances

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Chapter 24 - Take Chances

Maybe I should give them a chance? Its hard though. I dont know these people. I dont know what they have planned for me. I dont know if their intentions are genuine or fucked up. To be honest, Im scared. Scratch that. Im fucking terrified. I cant avoid getting hurt. Eventually it is going to happen because it is inevitable. If I say no, I can definitely avoid getting hurt. But if I say yes, I can get hurt.

Saying yes, will be an experience. I will finally get to experience how it is to have parents. To love you. To be there for you. To help you. To support you. To give you advice. To teach you lessons.

Saying no, will not be an experience. I will be running away from that experience to protect my heart. To protect myself from getting hurt. To protect myself from something that might not even happen.

What if I dont get hurt? What if I get that great experience without getting hurt? That would be wonderful. More than I could ask for. But life isnt that perfect. But its all about taking chances.... right?

I snap out of my thoughts to look at my paremts. My mother looks like she is about to burst of her seat of anxiousness. She has her hands clasped together tightly in front of her as if she were praying silently. Her hands are clammy and ever so slightly shaking and are drained of blood which makes her light hands paler. Her face is showing some red through her light skin which concludes my point of her looking like shes going to explode. She is silently begging me with her eyes. My father is putting up a passive look. If its fake or real, I honestly dont know. The world may never know. When I look into his eyes, I see a hint of panic, but I can be imagining it. Probably not because I am not that much of a dreamer. I am more of a do-er.

"Mother....Father... I have made a decision." I conclude rather dramatically then letting out an exasperating sigh (which is real, might I add) from all this analyzing in my thoughts. They raise their eyebrows and waut ratber patiently for me to answer. Wow, I definitely didnt get my impatience from them. "I will give you another chance. I cant say I forgive you yet but I will give you a chance to prove that you want to be my parents and your intentions arent malicious." I say slowly as I watch their reactions. my mother breaks into a full blown out The-Grinch-Who-Stole-Christmas smile. My father breaks out into a small satisfied smile. Hmm... maybe they wont be that bad.

"Ohh. Thank you so much sweetheart! You wont regret this." My mother basically screams in relief. She says the last part assuring and determined. We hug and then we all head to bed since its pretty late.

I take sniff and I find David's scent in the living room along with Byron's. So, I decide to head that way. ne promised me that he was going to his apartment. He better not have forgotten. I would kick his ass.

When I get there, they were watching Ride Along. I roll my eyes. We saw that movie so many times in the movie theaters and now they want to rent it too. I know they got rented it from Red Box.

"Really guys?" I yell exasperated then groan. "How many times do you want to watch that movie? It's not even that funny." I say then sigh.

They turn and gape at me. Of course Byron speaks. "You just wish you were as funny as Kevin Hart" I roll my eyes and mutter a 'yeah whatever'.

I sat down on David's lap and finished watching the movie with them. After the movie ended, we said by to Byron and we were on our way to David's apartment. I didnt need to pack a bag because since I go to David's house so much, I keep extra stuff there.

As soon as we got into David's apartment, he threw me over his shoulder and carried me to his room. When we arrived to his destination, he threw me on the bed. As soon as I was on his bed he was attacking me like I was his prey.