Loyalty {EDITING}

Chapter 3 - Forgive Me✔️

Chapter 3 - Forgive Me

DAVID'S POV

I cannot believe I just did that. I cannot believe I just lost control like that. It is all my fault. I knew something wrong was going to happen. I could sense it. I cannot believe I did not do anything earlier. I am supposed to protect her. But I was the one that hurt her. I was the monster, not that loser that could never have a chance with my beautiful girl.

She is probably confused right now. I could feel her crying and hurting. It is all my fault. Tomorrow I'm making sure that I explain to her what happened and apologize if I hurt her feelings.

I am slightly buzzed right now, but I have to drive and get back to the Wilson's house. I didn't want to flake on my best friend because I told him I would stay and have some fun with him on my Spring Break.

I hate this shit. Everytime I see Bria, I would want to take her right there. Every since I was young I felt this magnetic pull to her. She is the most beautiful girl that I have and will ever see. But I cannot do shit about it. She is my best friend's sister. I known him first and that shit isn't cool. It is supposed to be bros before hoes. But Bria is something else. I just do not want to betray him and I know she does not want that either. I know I would not want him pushing up on my little sister if I had one. That is why I try my best to stay away from her. But the moments I hear her crying and mostly she is crying for me, I just want to forget and run away with her. I just know shit like that will not happen, but I cannot run away from fate forever. I just hope tomorrow she forgives me.

I pull up into the house and just go in since I have a key. I notice the house is dark and quiet so I creep up to a guest room in the house. On the way there, I hear Bria crying in her sleep and I feel like going in their and holding her in my arms but I cannot. Not yet anyway. So I go into the room and quietly shut the door. Then I creep into the bed and roll around for a while until I finally fall asleep.

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I wake up to a very delicious smell early in the morning. I already know who it is because Bria is a morning person. She wakes up early every morning - even on the weekends - and cooks for her brothers and her. She acts like she does not but we all understand and are thankful that she does.

Anyway, this is my chance to apologize. I wonder will she spit in my face and not accept my attempt to apologize to her because I know it is going to be a very horrifying sight considering that I never apologized to anyone. I just hope I do not make her cry because I cannot handle that situation.

So, I come up with the decision to apologize now. While I am getting ready, I think of what I am going to say to her. I think I will just explain to her what happened and then at the end just straight out apologize. Yeah, that sounds about right to me.

When I get downstairs, I am lucky to catch Bria by herself. Byron and Tyron always run to the direction of food so I am heavily surprised. This means I do not have time. But I still can not half-ass it because I do not get a second chance. Ughhh! Here we go.

"Hey Bria, can I talk to you for a moment?", I finally say the moment I reach her.