my everything | fillie [✔️]

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millie

i wake up the next morning to sadie sprawled out next to me, phone in hand. she's not awake yet.

the wind taps lightly on the glass balcony door, creating a relaxing noise. i groggily sit up and lightly tread over to her bathroom. pulling out a clean washcloth from the drawer, i wet it and wash my face. i throw my hair up into a lazy bun, then head back out to the lounge. i decide to just stay in my pajamas, since they're more like clothes anyway: sweat pants and the white t-shirt that i wore as a cover up to the pool.

sadie still isn't awake when i return, so i make myself comfortable on her couch, sitting criss-cross and taking out my phone. the light outside is hazy and misty, my favorite kind of weather. i open up my instagram, scrolling through my feed. nothing's too interesting, so i turn it off, waiting peacefully for sadie to wake up. around nine, she sits up lazily. "morning," she rubs her eyes, combing her hair behind her.

i sit up. "morning."

"want some breakfast?" she asks. i nod and follow her into the kitchen.

"we should eat it outside, it's really nice," i suggest and sadie glances outside.

"yasss totally," she exclaims, opening her pantry to find something to eat. i'm really not that hungry, so i select a granola bar, yogurt cup, and a few strawberries. she leads the way in front of me, across her lounge and sliding open the balcony door. a cool breeze hits me as we step onto the balcony. we settle down in the lawn chairs.

"ok millie. i didn't ask you last night cause i wanted to give you time to think about it, but what happened with you and finn. i was gone, but from what you told me, i'm really confused," sadie told me. i can literally feel a blush creeping up my cheeks.

"you like him!" she squeals, jumping up. my eyes widen, and i shove my hand over her mouth.

"shut. up."

her face gets big. "you do like him!!" she squeal again, this time it's muffled due to my hand.

"sadie, shush! i'll tell you what happened if you be quiet okay?" she nods eagerly.

"okay. so last night, he was looking at me when i had my bikini on. like, it was weird," i start.

she makes a face. "pervert."

"sadie!" i say, but i can't help but laughing.

"anyways. then we were sitting on the couch and he put his arm around me. it was unexpected so i looked at him. i didn't mean to make him feel bad, but i guess i did cause he left right after that."

"so do you like him or not?" she inquires.

i sigh loudly. "i really don't know. maybe. but i know if i like him he'll never like me back. but i mean, i guess i sorta do."

"aww, you guys are so cute together!" she claims, stomping her feet several times. i roll my eyes.

"we're not even dating," i groan.

"alright sure, we'll see what you say about that by the end of this summer," she smirks, eating a spoonful of her cheerios. i lean back in my chair, to tired to even argue, and finish my breakfast.