Is he really gone?

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As I woke up in the cage, I could see the hooded men forming a circle over a campfire, the campfire was burning, enlightening the whole area. The man with the red hood, was again speaking in some foreign language same as Matt did, what is up with these people.

As the red hooded man finished his sentence thr campfire's fire was litten even heigher and even more brighter. All of sudden a woman appeared. Wait a second, that woman looked like she was out of bone and flesh! I knew that magic wasn't real!

The woman had white long hair, a dress that was almost clear so you could see some more cloths under that, I am not talking about her underwear! I am not that of a pervert! It's just really hard to explain. On her head it seemed like she was wearing some kind of crown, the colors weren't really clear at all.

I could feel like the cage was going down, my cage was, I was really for a sacrifice. The cage finally reached the ground and they opened it. Two men were carrying me towards her goddess. I finally met Celestia face to face. I couldn't believe that beauty, her face was so pretty I felt like she was hypnotizing me.

"Who is that young man?", she asked looking at the hooded men. "His name is Newt, he tried invanding this lair!", they responded. Celestia put her hand on my chin and heighend it that way I could look at her. "Such a young face, such a pretty boy, who corrupted you to do such things?", she asked me. I couldn't speak, I just couldn't. I was literally hypnotized.

"Sir! Don't get tricked! You can't get hypnotized! Sir!", Grant shouted. I shook my head very fast to beat that thing off me. What the hell am I doing! I aggressively beat off the two guys off me, draw my knife and slash both their throats. "No one touch me! Did you hear! I will injure you very badly!", I shouted breathing heavily.

I jumped behind their goddess and put my knife on her throat. "Put these cages down and open them! Or your goddess will die today!", I threatened them.

They all immediately lowered the cages and freed my people. They retrieved their weapons and Grant threw me my weapons towards me, me catching it. Everyone got freed. "Now Celestia, listen carefully to my pleading, will you?, I whispered in her ear holding the knife close to her throat. "Sure young one, tell me what is your wish", she replied. "Where is the abandonned ship you are hiding?", I asked. "If you let me go, I can lead you to it", she responded. 

I let her go, keeping behind her, pointing my ACR at her. "Go, show me", I pushed her. "Grant, you will keep an eye on the other members, alright?", I added. "Yes, Sir!", Grant shouted. I kept pushing Celestia to move on. "Didn't your mom teach you to me gentle to women?", she asked me. "Keep your mouth shut and move", I didn't understand why am I acting like this either right now. I felt really guilty for behaving like this. "I am sorry, I keep having this soldier moments, they aren't gentle to anyone", I reply. "That's fine, since you told me a good reason", she said walking. 

As we were walking I started asking her questions. "Do you really hurt innocent animals while doing the rituals?", I asked. "No, not really we just say as we would do it, but we just use fake animals stuffed with fake blood, I don't like hurting anyone", she answered. "I thought you were about to kill me", I added. "No, we wouldn't we would have replicated you and used that as the sacrifice, the real one is encaged", she explained. I nodded. After walking for almost 1 hour we arrive at a huge dock. There we so many abandonned ships, just being there. 

"Here we are", she replied showing with her hand towards the dock. "Why are they not used anymore?", I asked. "I don't really know, I mean these ships looks like they are 20 years old now, we need to repair them", she replied. 

Some men helped me out the ship on a platform which you can bind to the car and drive it to any location, I forgot how it's called again. So as we did that we got out of that lair, freed the members of the Dark Brotherhood, got into the cars. The ship was bound to Grant's car. We started driving back to the hideout. 

As Grant was driving I passed out. This dream wasn't usual, I wasn't in the dreamworld, I was somewhere else. I opened my eyes and seen a nice room, I was laying on a bed. Around me were some posters, a desk with a computer on it. Wait a second that was my room! What is going on! I stood up and seen a noose hanging from my ceiling. W-What? Why is there a freaking noose!? The door opened and I could see myself entering the room, I was crying my eyes out. I was confused what was happening right now!! Then I seen something I couldn't believe my eyes. I stood up and approached the noose still crying, putting it around my neck. No Newt no! What! I started panicking, the other me was trying to kill himself!! I couldn't do anything! Then I could hear my door open agressively, two adults entered my room, a woman and a male adult. The male adult had a machete in his hand and cut the noose away. They saved me, t-they saved me. Next I could see is me just laying in the females arms crying even harder. That were my parents. I couldn't see their faces, it was just blank! 

Memories came slowly back to me, I was a suicidal teen, I was really depressed, didn't have any friends, I was constantly bullied. As I was watching the scene I was starting to cry myself. My mom was going through my hair trying to calm me down, just being there for me. I seen my dad having a phone near his ear. He was calling the hospital. 

Then I woke up. "Sir! SIR!", I could feel Grant shaking me. I looked around me, I was in a bed, I looked confused what just happened. "Sir, are you alright? You were crying", Grant looked really concerned. "I just reminded myself who I am, I remembered everything", I responded. Frank came in my hut and sat on a chair close to my bed. 

"What did you see?", he asked me. "I remembered I that I was a depressed and suicidal teen, I remembered that day I was about to hang myself but my mom saved me, she saved my life, that's what I could see", I responded. "I hope that phase is gone now", I could see worry written over Frank's face. "I feel fine, Frank, don't worry, I am not suicidal", I told him to calm him down. "I am sorry Newt, I have to keep an eye on you now, after remembering such a dark memory, I can't trust you", Frank said still worried. He looked at Grant. "Please keep an eye on him, please", Frank ordered him. "Yes, Sir", Grant obeyed.....