Is he really gone?

VI

Now I knew who I were, I was Newton, the teenager who was very depressed and suicidal, in highschool and college people were always picking on me, calling me underweight, telling me I looked like a child, because I had this baby face. My parents which I do not know the name, were trying to help me as best as they could, my dad sent me to the hospital to a psychiatrist.

I was under medication for a very long time, now I am here a 27 year old adult, I feel pretty well mentally, I got no reason to commit suicide. I really couldn't tell Frank that, now Grant is keeping an eye on me 24/7.

I really would love to know what happened to my parents, and where they are, hopefully that memory will soon come back.

I went outside my hut to take a look what the people were doing. When I got out, I could see Grant ordering his men to repair the ship, they were all working on it. I approached them. "Goodmorning", I simply said. "Oh goodmorning, Sir, how are you feeling today?", Grant asked me. "I am feeling very good, how about you", I asked back responding to his question. "Pretty good aswell", he responded. "We are trying to get this ship working", he added. "I can see that, thank you very much. Do you need help?", I asked. "No, it's fine, Sir make yourself at home", he simply said continue to order around.

Well I guess I got nothing to do now, I started to walk around the village, people were starring at me. Did Frank really order everyone to watch me! Gosh dammit Frank! Eren came running to me. "You hungry? You forgot to eat breakfast", Eren reminded me. If I deny food now, they might think I am suicidal trying to avoid eating. I got no choice then to accept his offer. I am really getting pissed at Frank now, that paranoid jerk.

We went towards the long wooden table where I met Eren and this other guy but he wasn't there anymore. So I sat with Eren and he gave me something different.

It was a kind of fried toast with and egg in the middle, what is that, I never seen that in my life, but it looked tasty. "Try it, it's amazing, trust me", Eren said looking towards me. I took the toast with my hands and bit into it. The yolk just oozed out of the middle. Woah, this actually is tasty but it seems I need a fork and knife to eat this. "I need a fork and knife, Eren", I said. Did he really hesitate giving me these eating tools! Ok this is really getting annoying. Everyone is so paranoid! I got it enough and without wanting I smashed my hand on the table. "I am not suicidal!! That was a phase when I was like 15! Now I am fucking 27 years old!! Do you get it! I have no fucking reason to kill myself! Stop being so god damn
paranoid!!", I started yelling at Eren. I exhaled in anger and sat down again grabbing the fork and knife and started finishing my food.

Eren was so quiet the whole time, not daring to say a word. "I am going back to my hut, I am taking a siesta", I said standing up and walking towards my hut still mad.

I entered my hut and just jumped in my bed. I turned towards the wall, so my back was pointing towards the door of the hut. I closed me eyes and just fell asleep.

I found myself again in my room, laying on my bed, I was back in my past! I looked around my room, it was really pretty. Suddenly the door aggressively opened, it was me! I was crying again! But this time it was different, I was trying to hold my door closed with my hands, I looked confused as I was watching my younger self's actions. Then I could hear it, it were Crank moans! I could see my younger self locking the door behind him. Some Cranks were banging on the door, trying to get in!

My younger self took suddenltly a long pistol, I couldn't recognize the model and pointed it towards him, putting the pistol inside his mouth crying his eyes out. I tried to shout at him to stop, myself I was crying too now! Words couldn't come out! Then I could hear shots from outside, my younger self's pistol fell on the ground, as he got scared by the sound. Someone broke the door and came inside, I could see two guards with some assault rifles come in and an old woman dressed in white. Beside her were two teens.

No way, no! no no! The woman was the president of WCKED and the two adults were Thomas and Teresa! So the Cranks were my parents! Oh god! I could see the guards shoving me towards them, the woman saying something to me. Then they took me away to
their labs, that's how I landed in that maze.

I woke up again, I could remember everything now! That's how I ended up in WCKED and the maze, I am glad Thomas decided to take the good side. I was still laying in my bed, looking at the ceiling, trying to process what had happened. Trying to process the dark memories. I was Newton Orwell, my mom was Cassandra Hamilton Orwell and my dad Jon Orwell. My parents got infected, became Cranks, the president of WCKED came to my house, saved me and took me as an animal into her labs.

I nodded to myself, I got my identity back, but I will use Newt for now, can't keep that other name, to many bad memories. I can't wait to get into the dreamworld and meet Thomas again, I have so much to tell him...