-period 6-
i'm trying to focus on the lesson, but i can't stop glancing at the clock every 10 seconds. i really should be paying attention, but i can't when jensen is sitting right beside me. why does he smell so good? why does he look so good? why are his grades so good? it's like if an angel was next to 5 day old roadkill.
suddenly, as if jesus wanted to put me out of my misery and let me go home, the bell rang. i quickly stuff my books into my backpack and stand up. i feel a gentle tap on my shoulder.
"i'll see you tomorrow!~ i'm looking forward to it~"
then he just left the room and i lost sight of him. what the fuck was that, i feel like im gonna choke again.
i make my way down the stairs, still dazed from what just happened. jensen t a l k e d to me. i mean it's not like he never talks to me, we sit together in class and he's taelor's friend. but, i thought for sure that after he saw me sitting there, with water on my tiddies, he would be disgusted and never talk to me again.
i'm so distracted with my thoughts that i bump into someone. i mumble a sorry and keep on walking.
"jiri! jesus christ are you deaf and blind these days?" it was taelor and he rolled his eyes at me.
i say "oh sorry man, i didn't see you." and walk with him at my side.
"you never do, you're always ignoring me!" he said with a pout, but then it quickly morphed into a playful grin.
"but it's fine, i'm used to it. you were probably just daydreaming about being jimin's boyfriend, weren't you?"
i gasp and put my hand over his mouth. that's our secret! he's the only one in the world that knows i'm highkey super gay and a kpop stan. like, he can tell people i like sucking toes all he wants, because i know it's not true, but he can't just EXPOSE me like that.
i hear a muffled "what the fucklsklk man"
"that's top secret information! don't go around saying that!" i whisper.
then i feel a gross m o i st thing against my palm.
i realize what it is and yell "wHAt tHe fU:LCKlkjals!!!!11!! YOU LICKED MY HAND" in disgust.
"yo, your hand tastes gross, you should really invest in some industrial strength hand sanitizer." taelor said with an equally disgusted tone.
"well YOU'RE the one who licked it!" i say as i furiously wipe my hand on my pants while opening my backpack with my other hand. "and fuck you, i do have hand sanitizer!"
i basically squirt the entire bottle into my hand.
"mm that smells really good, can i have some?" he asks.
"ya sure" and i hand him the bottle. then, he does the unthinkable. he PUTS THE HAND SANITIZER IN HIS MOUTH.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!"
"ewkl; this tastekhds like poisonjkj" he said with an open mouth, then spit it out into the grass. thank god we're outside.
"that's cause it is poison, dumbass!" i'm actually so done with him.
"i know that! i just wanted to try it, and you have no right to call me a dumbass, you're pretty fucking stupid too."
"well, the difference between you and me is when i want to do dumb shit, i don't actually do it." i reply.
he shrugged and took out his phone.
"oh shit! i'm gonna miss my bus! bye bitch, see you tomorrow!" and sprinted.
shit, if he's late, then i'm late, too. i race down the street, down the stairs and into the subway station. i see my subway and the doors are open. pushing through the crowd, i stumble into the car just in time. out of breath and clutching onto the poll for dear life, i start wondering how tomorrow's gonna be.
//i actually really enjoy writing this, i had some plans for some chapters in the middle, but right now im just winging it and its pretty fun ngl//
