the movie just ended and now the room is pitch black with the only light being the faint glow of the credits.
the "scary" movie was actually pretty good. we all thought it was gonna be shitty but it was actually scary as fuck. but, most of the time the fear was ruined by taelor shouting HAHAH mE whenever the monster showed up.
i heard some rustling and the lights turned on. i looked to my right and i nearly jumped out of my seat. wh a t the f u ck. since when were we sitting so close? jensen's left leg was draped over mine, his hand on my thigh and his head on my shoulder. i could feel his breath on my neck, giving me goosebumps. he was sleeping. maybe there is a god, because if he was awake at this moment, i would've actually di e d a horrible death. i look over to taelor and he's just standing by the light switch, mouth wide open, pointing at jensen then staring at me. i swear to god, he's so dramatic sometimes.
i slowly slide off the couch. i see his eyes begin to open. i fucking BOLT to the other side of the room. taelor grabs my shoulder and pulls me out into the hallway, out of jensen's sight.
"DUDE what the HELL was THAT!!!1!!" taelor not-so-subtly whipspered
"dude chilllllll it's nothing"
"hmmmm i don't think i belive youuu! you're blushing!"
"oH my god stop talking so fucking loudly! i'll tell you later!"
"mm u better keep your word toe sucker" and he started walking down the stairs, glaring at me.
i turned back to the living room where jensen is and he's standing up now. he studies my face for a couple seconds, he looked kind of...suspicious? curious? or even.. a little disappointed?
he gives me a small smile and heads downstairs too. i shake my head. i'm just overthinking it, i'm just seeing things, he's fine.
-5 or so mins later-
taelor's house is pretty much in downtown where all the Kool Kid Klubs are. it's really only like a 5 minute walk and now we're in the middle of the city where all the nightlife is ;). i mean, we're underage and we're good holy children so it's not like we could go clubbing or anything, but it's a fun area.
we get to this little ramen place in a scary alleyway between a strip club and a "medical" marijuana shop. what an appetizing place. we get seated at a booth with jensen sitting across from me and taelor to my right. i look at him sluuuuurping those noods. what if we did that thing with ramen like in the lady and the tramp ;')). what the fuck. he's literally right in front of you, you cheesy perv. i really shouldn't think about that.
we finish the meal and payed the bill, we were walking towards the exit. the food was rEALLY good, but the portion was so big i'm gonna throw uP.
fuck. STEP BACK I THINK IM GONNA VOMIT.
i see a face i don't want to see and hear a voice i don't want to hear.
it's my sisters friend trev and his little sister. first of all, what the fuck kind of name is trev. just trev. not short for trevor or anything. second of all, i know he and my sister definitely fucked because i could HEAR IT. now whenever i see him i think of that.
his sister, janen isn't as bad. she was my desk partner back in 9th grade. she's pretty nice but can be a little annoying and always wanted to talk to me. like bitch can't you tell i don't want to talk to you? also, i guess she liked me or some shit and started this rumor that we made out in the bathroom so i kinda hate her for that.
"heey jiri, my man! what's up" i just kinda smile in hope he'll leave me alone
janen walked up and said "hey cutie ;)"
i just got really mad and my face felt hot. she giggled after she saw my reaction, i guess she mistook it for blushing.
i look over to taelor and jensen for emotional support, but i just see taelor trying to hide his uncontrollable laughter. my pAIN isn't funny >:(, he's the only one that knows what really went down. then i see jensen just kind of sulking and glaring at me. i gulp and look away, i don't want him to be mad at me. he's probably mad because i'm taking a long time, right? i should really hurry up and get rid of these people.
"haha fun bye niceee seeing you" and i just speed walk out and into the spooky alley. i stop to catch my breath. i guess i forgot to breathe because i was so disgusted. jensen and taelor come out a couple seconds later.
"hey it's pretty late, do ya'll wanna start heading back now?" ugh i always despised how he actually said ya'll. we both nodded and started walking.
taelor whispered "hey" so i slowed down and let jensen lead so it was just us two now.
"soo, that was janen, wasn't it?" taelor laughed and elbowed me. just for a split second, i think i saw jensen look back at us. he looked mad. i'm sure it's nothing.
"shhhh we don't talk about that! that was the worst!" ya, because everybody thought i was straight.
"aw, what? nahh, some good came out of it!" he winked. he's right, that week when he asked me if it really happened i came out to him. he was the first one to ever know and still is the only one to ever know.
i guess that was the end of our conversation because taelor jogged up to catch up with jensen. i guess i should do the same.
we spent the walk back laughing and joking, having a great time. but, i couldn't shake the feeling that something was off with jensen. i guess there's nothing i can do.
//eyy bih hope u like the update ;;;;)))))))))))//
