KAI'S P.O.V.
I couldn't sleep the rest of the night. I sat up thinking. Are we going too fast? Should we wait til after school? We are going to different colleges. Are we making the right choice?
I can't take it anymore! I take the ring off and put in my purse.
"I'm sorry TJ" I say crying.
"JC, can you hear me? If I go back to sleep will I be able to see you?" I ask walking around my room. I start to panic(at the disco. XD lol). my breathing gets heavy and I fall to the floor.
Oh no, not another panic attack. I haven't had one of these in so long. I forget what to do. A bag! I need a bag! I get up and rummage around my room looking for a bag, but it only makes me feel worse.
"MOOOOOOOOM!!" I yell gasping for breath. I hear my mother's feet running to my room.
"What is- oh no," she say running over to me, "Sweetie, calm down. Here, sit up." she tells me gesturing towards my bed. I take her offer and sit down.
She rubbed my back and it calmed me down. But I am still breathing weirdly.
"Ok, let's get you to the hospital." My mom says to me. I nod and we head out the door.
TJ'S P.O.V.
I wake up to my phone ringing.
"Hello?" I ask, my voice raspy and my vision is groggy.
"Hey man, can you hang out today?" It's David.
"Listen Bowie, I don't know, my girlfriend and I got engaged last night I-"
"YOU TWO WHAT?!" He yelled, cutting me off.
"Yes and I don't know what she'll want to do today."
"Come on man. It's been forever!"
"Alright I'll call her and see."
"Yes. Alright how about we go to the skate park!"
"Dude I'm not 15 anymore."
"Yeah, but I am. And if we're gonna hang out we're gonna go to the fucking skate park!"
"Ok, ok, geez. We'll go to the skate park. Now, I'll talk to you later, bye."
"Alright dude, bye." He says and we hang up, and I go back to sleep.
HANNAH'S P.O.V.
She needs to calm down or she will pass out. Her breathing isn't normal. What's happening?! This is much worse than one of her panic attacks. What will the hostpital say? What if they just send us home? What if they don't? Now I'm going to start having a panic attack. I need to clear my mind. Think of Lewis, and the fun we had they other night when Kai wasn't home.
I laugh and Kai notices.
"What?" She asks.
"Oh, uh, nothing. Just thinking."
"About what?"
"Just the last time you had a panic attack and we uh, it was a, uh, false alarm. You were just... having a bad dream." I lie.
"I don't remeber that." She says.
"Well lucky you. I had to stay in your room all night. I had to sleep on the floor."
"Ok?"
"Now just relax."
"I'M TRYING!" She screams at me.
"OK, ok. Sorry. Let's just stop talking. We're almost there."
