KAI'S P.O.V.
I don't even change. I just grab my purse and slip into my tennis shoes and run to Bug's house. I try not to cry on my way there. I get tired but keep going.
I get there and the door is unlocked. Not even stopping to think, I just run in and see Bug on the floor.
No.
I run up to her and shake her. She doesn't wake up. "Bug! Please no. No, no, no, NO!" I say crying. I hug her, what feels lifeless, body.
I push away and slap her face. It works. She jolts up and rubs her face.
"Thank God!" I say and hug her, "It's going to be alright. We'll make it through this. Trust me." I say and she nods and starts to cry, "I love you." She says. "I love you too." I say back and I can tell she's smiling. We just continue to hug until I help her up and take her back to my place.
TJ'S P.O.V.
When I go to Kai's, she's not there. Hannah doesn't know where she went. I tried texting her but no response. I end up going to work by myself.
I talk to Trott and we arrange to have another double date. We talk for awhile til Kadie comes into his office, "Hold on." He says, then gives Kadie a kiss and she gives him something. "You left these at my place last night." She says. I can tell what she handed to him. A pair of boxers. "Thanks." He laughs nervously. He sticks the boxers into a drawer in his desk. It's so hard not to laugh.
He gives her another kiss before she walks out of the room. As soon as she does I burst into laughter. "Hey! Com'on. At least I got some from my girlfriend last night." He says to me. I still laugh anyway and say, "Whatever. " "So, how are you and Kai?" He asks me. "Alright I guess. She's going to America to go to college soon and I'm staying here for school so we aren't quite sure how to work it all out." I tell him. "I see. This happened to Kadie and I. When we first met she originally lived in the U.S. and was visiting England for a school trip and then left after a week or so. We promised each other that we would wait for each other. Either I move to America or she moves here. And she moved here and now we're happily in love." He explains. I nod and then say, "Wait, so you two didn't start dating until she moved here? You didn't have long distance? !" I ask him, "Fuck no! Long distance never work (sometimes they do. My friend has a long distance relationship so I don't want to make them feel bad. I actually have a long distance relationship myself so...yeah. they work. Depends on who is in the relationship. ) it's just easier to be together when you are together, you know?" He says. "So do you think I should say that to Kai? " I ask him. "It would be good for the both of you." I nod.
I trust Trott. Him and Kadie have such a good relationship, how can I not take his advice? The next time I see Kai I'll tell her. It is going to be waaayyy easier. Plus, we'll be able to focus more on school then on when we can talk and Skype and all the shizzle. I go back to work. Editing for Martyn.
I text Kai.
'I want to talk to you'
I then turn my phone off so I can work.
KAI'S P.O.V.
"So, she's really gone?" I ask Bug. She nods. "Over dosed. And bother her Kidneys failed. Oh God!" She says and starts to cry again. Bug without her mom is like Dorothy without Toto. (Wizard of Oz. Boooooooommm. Fav movie and best movie of all time). I pull her into a hug again and hand her a tissue.
I get a text from TJ:
'I want to talk to you'
"What's that supposed to mean?!" I say and Bug looks up and asks, "What?" "This text. From TJ. Is says 'I want to talk to you' what the hell?!" I explain. "Oh my God. I don't want to make you feel bad but that's usually a sign that it's over." Bug says. "WHAT?! OH NO! OH NO PLEASE! PLEASE NO! NO!" I scream. "Calm down. It could also mean nothing. " she says. "You're right. I'm sorry. Let's not make this about me." I say. Ibknow Bug was right. But her first guess was right. The second one was just bullshit so I would calm down.
I text him back: ok just call me when you're done with work.
No reply. I start to worry. What if it really is over?! What if he's not the one?! Am I making a big mistake?! I try to clear my head but nothing works. I start a new conversation with Bug, "So, who you gonna live with?" I ask. "Hannah and Lewis are my God parents. So I guess I'm staying with you." She says with a smile. The only thing is that I don't smile back. 'Cause I know my mother would never be able to afford stuff for all three of us. I have to get a full time job. Maybe YogTowers.
