KAI'S P.O.V.
I lay on my bed and just feel depressed. I then go and sit on my windowsill.
"J.C baby. Its me." I say and look up at the sky. "I don't want to let go." I feel tears run down my face. and I smile, "I know this is silly,but can I ask you something? Please give me a sign." I say whispering the last part. Soon the curtains start to move. I smile but feel a little scared.
"ok." I say nodding. "I love you. You know that. I know you love me too. But.... I can't wait, I don't want to leave yet, but i don't want to leave you alone much longer. Is there something you think I can do?" I look up and feel a light draft. "Am I allowed to move on?" i ask and am pushed of the windowsill.
I stand up crying and say "I take that as a 'no'. Baby, please. Don't you want me to be happy?"then I feel his arms around my sides. The way he would always hold me when I'm upset. I cry even more and know he is trying to apoligize. "You can watch me and him. You can be my little guardian. Like, if he hurts me you can be there to comfort me. Really J.C, he's a nice guy. Give me a chance to try again. You don't have to worry, I'll never forget you. I don't know how I could."
I feel his grip get tighter and I let him hold me. I stay like that for a long time. I want to stay like that forever. But I know I can't.
I soon feel his grip loosen and know he leaves. I cry but also know that it's ok that I give T.J a shot.
HI I KNOW IT'S SHORT BUT I WANTED TO UPDATE. HOPEFULLY THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE UP SOON I KNOW I SAY THAT A LOT BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY. SO HOPE YOU ENJOYED. IF YOU DID PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER. BYE!
