Why me? (Pokemon fanfic) Under editing

Chapter 43 Not the whole truth.

>Emma's Pov<

I walked out into the balcony with my guitar in hand and sat down on one of the chairs.

I sighed and looked up at the stars, I had at least a million unanswered in my head and the number was growing. I sighed again and slumped down and buried my head in my hands.

Melody sat on my shoulder. ~Watcha thinking about?~

"Where do I start?"

~The beginning." she said in a duh tone. "ask me one of your questions. I maybe able to help.~

~Or us.~ Trust chimed in.

"Why is my life so hard?"

~Every life has its ups and downs, its bumps in the road. In life you always have the choice to go the easy option, the easy strait path or just deal with the bumpy road by making the harder choice. You almost always make the right choice Emma, so your life is that tinsie bit harder.~ Mel answered. ~Anything else?~

I shook my head. "not at the moment."

I picked up my guitar and tuned it, started to play and started to sing along.

Hey, what would you say
If I can't play the hero tonight?
'Cause lately I've been feeling like
I can't get anything right

I've been fading into the woodwork again
And I'm feeling like I just wanna hide
But guess what, I'm gonna try something, just a little bit different this time

I'm gonna give myself permission to shine
I'm gonna shine so bright
Gonna make every head wanna turn
You're finally gonna see me

Give myself permission to shine
Gonna light up the night
Shine a little of my light on the world

I've been crazy
I've been holding myself back for so long
But I've got so much I can give
Don't wanna be afraid to be wrong

You know I'm not too good at too many things
But I've been getting real good at getting down on myself
But guess what, I'm gonna try to break free
From this prison I've built

I'm gonna give myself permission to shine
I'm gonna shine so bright
Gonna make every head wanna turn
You're finally gonna see me

Give myself permission to shine
Gonna light up the night
Shine a little of my light on the world
Shine a little of my light on the world
Shine a little of my light on the world
Shine, shine, shine

Oh, that's right
I'm gonna try something
Just a little bit different this time

I'm gonna give myself permission to shine
I'm gonna shine so bright
Gonna make every head wanna turn
You're finally gonna see me

Give myself permission to shine
Gonna light up the night
Shine a little of my light on the world

Give myself permission to shine
I wanna light up the night
Shine a little of my light on the world

As I finished I herd the back door open and then close again as Silver walked out. He lent his back against the railing, crossed his arms and looked at me expectantly.

Something tells me he had something to tell me and/or ask me.

No crap

"Shut up."