30 Day Letter Challenge

15. The person you miss the most.

Hey love.

I love you. I miss you. You meant everything to me at one point in time and I hated having to let you go. Everything ends, and only one other person understands just how much I loved you. I will never find another you; I wouldn't ever want to. You are one of a kind, a beautiful kind. I will always have what ifs about what could have been, but I had to move on, and get over you. And I have, mostly. I'm always going to have feelings for you, and I am always going to want you in my life but I can't have that. I can't put everything I felt for you into words; because there are no words. There's only memories and left over pieces.

This won't be long because I'm in tears already and I can't stand crying when I think about you. I never had any bad memories involving you and for that I am grateful. You made me happy, I hope you know that. I hope I made you happy too. I hope someone else is making you happy now. I hope you get married, have children, buy the dog you always wanted and grow old, and just be happy. I don't think I could wish for anything more than that. Goodbye sweetie, I will never forget you.

Bethany...