i want to wake up in the morning
and know where i'm going to sleep the next night.
i want to wake up in the morning
and not have it be because my mom is ranting on the phone
about her latest boyfriend.
i want to wake up in the morning
and have the motivation to get out of bed and go to school.
i want to wake up in the morning
and have a clean space to get ready in.
i want to wake up in the morning
and not already be filled with anxiety about the hours to come.
i want to wake up in the morning
and have it actually be the morning instead of 4pm.
but mostly,
i want to wake up in the morning
and actually want to wake up.
