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Why you wanna by Jana Kramer
Lisa's p.o.v

when i got to the warehouse i pulled out some of my whiskey and my razor blade. i made sure keith never saw my arms. they were always covered. i had so much built up emotion that this was the only way to stop it for awhile.

after alex died i did as he taught me and jason and ignored the way i felt. then jason left and things happened. things i needed jason to be around for. it made me feel so much emotional pain that i made it physical.

after a few shots i decided i wouldn't do it tonight and put it away just in time for someone to knock on the door. i walked to the door to find justin. "What do you want?" i sighed stepping over to let him in.

"i came to talk to you. nick told me what happened while i was gone. have you been drinking?" he asked coming inside and i shut the door. "yeah, a little. did he tell you everything? there are somethings i made him swear to never tell." i slumped against the door.

"he told me about billy and how keith has been beating you for the past few years." he said touching my bruised eye. "That all? there is more but i don't think you're ready to know." i blurted out.

"like what? you won't keep things from me." he said putting a hand on my shoulder. i grabbed my sleves and rolled them up and heard just gasp. "do you do this to yourself?" he grabbed my wrists. "yeah and i won't tell you why." i stated.

"why not?" he forced me to look at him and i started to tear up. "because-because i d-don't even want to admit it to myself again. i can't relive  that night again." i cried as tears ran down my cheeks. "lisa, what night? does it have to do with billy or keith?" he pressed.

"Billy used to beat me and it took something from me i will never get back." i answered slumping to the ground. i pulled my knees to my chest and cried harder. "What did he take li? what can't you get back?" he asked crouchong to see my face. i pulled the depression into strength to stand up and grab his hand. "I'll show you." i said pulling him out of the house to where my hurt started.

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