30 day Creative writing challenge!

Day 28. A suicide note

Dear whom this may concern,

I have chosen to end my life, for there are too many miseries I cannot go through again. If you cared, then you would tell me to stop myself, but you don't care. I know you don't. That's why I will silently pull myself away from this world, even leaving I'm going to be invisible. Pathetic right? But if you were to come and see me dead, what would you say? Would you say that I deserved it? Would you say I shouldn't have? I had so many people who cared about me? Because that would be a lie. If there were so many people who cared about me, where are they? Why aren't they here to pry the knife away from my throat? It's because they don't exist. I am just alone in this world, like I always have been. Isn't that right? So why keep existing and taking up room? 

In a few days, my little sister will be born, but I honestly hope that she will not have to live in this cruel world, for there is no reason for her to suffer. And if you do read this, whoever finds this note, please, tell this girl in my class, I hate her. She is my girlfriend. And my best friend. But my archenemies. I hadn't even realised but she'd been the one to spread all of my secrets and spread all rumors about me. What kind of a friend is that? But I guess, hence the saying, "Keep your friends close and your enemies closer." 

So this is the last goodbye and I am not turning back. I won't shed any tears and neither should you.

For never,

Me.