30 day Creative writing challenge!

Day o8. Something personal

(This is actually real and this is from me.)

I fear so much.

I fear the present,

I fear that my past,

Will affect my future.

I fear falling,

Falling off of a building,

Falling out of a tree,

Falling in love...

I fear loss.

Loss of friends,

Loss of family,

Loss of love,

Loss of sanity.

I fear people,

Fear of what they are capable of,

Fear of what they might say,

Fear of what they might do.

I fear being alone.

Left alone to suffer,

Left alone to survive,

Left alone to live.

I fear scary movies,

I fear spiders,

I fear my nightmares,

I fear myself.

I fear what I might say,

I fear what kind of person I will become,

I fear my thoughts,

I fear my actions.

But I do not want to fear anymore.