Just love me already (PHAN)

Chapter 2: Fricking great!

Dan's view

I lean my head back against the seat and sigh. Phil buckles up and tosses my phone at me. "You might want this." He said with a big grin. I awkwardly do a chuckle and grab it and turn towards the window. I forgot my phone but I have what's most important. The razor. I might have to use it if Phil declines my confession. I might have to use it to stab through my chest if he says no. The thought makes me want to use it. The thought makes me panic.

My breath starts getting shorter. My eyes start to water. I cant think. Everything starts to fade around me. I was having a panic attack. Phil turns towards me and his eyes widen. "Dan! Dan! Dan! Dan. Dan... Dan......." I am looking into his eyes and his mouth is moving but I cant hear anything. My eyes are starting to close... The last thing that I see is Phil crying and telling the Taxi driver to pull over.

Phil's view

"We have to take him to a hospital!" The taxi driver said. "No! He's just having a panic attack... A panic attack that takes forever to stop..." I said wiping tears from my eyes. Phil stop it! Stop crying! He is fine! Phil, Dan is not fine! This is one of the worst panic attacks he's ever had! Well hurry up and stop arguing with your self and help him!

I put my arms around him and start rubbing my hands. "Shh everything is going to be fine. Shh it's okay Dan." I start whispering. Dan starts shaking his head. The look in his eyes. He was terrified. Dan looks up at me. "Phil... Taxi... Keep going... I want... To keep... Going... I'll be fine... As long as... You're here..." Is all the words that Dan could manage to come out.

"Keep going. He'll be fine. I swear. Just let me handle this. Alright?" I tell the bus driver as I rub Dan's shoulder. "Are you sure?" The taxi driver asks. "Positive."

The taxi driver sighs and starts to drive. "Thanks... Phil..." Dan mumbles as he leans his head into my arms. I smile. "Yeah... No problem." I whisper. I lean my head against Dan's. I start to close my eyes... And have a dream about Dan.

Dan's view

The taxi stopped. I woke up and saw that Phil fell asleep on my head. I move Phil's head into my right hand. I start rubbing his arm. "Phil. We're here." I said. Phil groans and gets up. "Wait... Manchester? Why are we here?" Phil asks. I smile. "Well because it's where we met in person for the first time." I said. Phil smiles.

We get out of the car. "Wait we didn't meet at the park?" Phil said. I smile. "Well I want to do something here." I said. "Oh then what are we doing?" Phil asks. I point to a giant building. "I bought concert tickets to go see Muse." I said smiling. Phil starts smiling as his eyes widen. "Wait are you serious!?!" Phil asks with a big grin. He's so cute when he smiles. "I got the tickets right here!" I pull out two tickets from my wallet. Phil starts to jump up and down. "You're the best friend ever!" He said as he runs into hug me.

"It's only going to get better. After that we're going to eat dinner and then if it goes well, we're going to the fair." I smile. Phil hugs me again. "Oh my god this is the best day of my life!" Phil said. He hugged me tighter. "That's how I planned it." I mumble smiling. "What?" Phil asks. "Oh nothing." I said smiling.

"So what time does it start?" Phil asks. I check the tickets. "Two in the afternoon." Phil grabs a ticket and looks closer. "Umm Dan? This says 2 in the morning." Phil said. I grab the tickets and look again. "Bloody Hell! Ugh! Alright... That's fine... We were going to eat there but I guess we got to go some where else." I said.

Phil sighs and checks his phone for maps. "Wait. Want to take a photo so that we can let everyone know we're here where we first met?" Phil asks. "You know I ha-" Come on Dan. So what if you hate taking photos to show what you do every second of a day! It's already bad enough Phil found out that I started cutting myself again! Just say yes! If you want Phil to say yes to your love! "You know I have fun taking photos with you!" I said.

Phil smiles and reaches his arm out to get me in the photo. I do my typical peace sign and smile. "Say cheese!" Phil said as he takes the photo. He looks at the photo and opens his Twitter. "Let me tweet this on Twitter, then face book, then Insta." Phil said. I smile at him as he is swiping through his phone. Phil in his natural habitat. So cute. "Wait did you take multiple photos?" I ask. "Obviously." Phil said. I pull out my phone. A message from Brandon. Shoot. I forgot about the cake! What if this doesn't go well! The cake was meant for after the date! What if Phil declines! Then what! What if... What if... What if... Wait. If the concert plan has changed then we can eat cake! Genius! Meet me at the park in Manchester.

"Hey Dan! Want to get some donuts from the bakery across the street?" Phil asks. "Oh umm actually... I just ordered food!" I said. "Oh really? Then what is it?" Phil asked. "Well... It's not necessarily lunch food but... We'll get lunch after." I said. Phil nods. "Guess we'll wait."

After waiting Brandon's car pulls up at the parking lot. Finally Brandon.

Hey man it's Brandon got your order.

"Phil stay here I'm going to get the order." I said. Phil nodded and continued to play on his phone.

I walk up to the car. "Alright how much is it again?" I ask as I am pulling out some pounds. "20 pounds." I nod and pull out 20 pounds. "Here." I hand him the pounds and take my cake. I open the box to take a look at it. With the icing it said "I love you Phil." Oh god I forgot that it said that! How do I tell Phil! Maybe I can say they messed up and it was supposed to say... You devil Phil! Yeah! And they didn't hear what I said correctly! GENIUS! Not really... Shut up brain.

"Thank you, have a good day!" I said. "Oh and here is the confetti." Brandon said as he tossed a round container full of confetti. "And the canon." Brandon said as he handed me the canon. "Thank you."

The car rolls off. Well fuck. What am I supposed to do with this confetti and confetti canon? I can't hide it. I start looking around the park for a solution to use. I notice a small little shop near the concert building with a bunch of merch. Hey! They have a bag! Maybe I can buy it and buy something for Phil!

I walk over to the store. "Can I get one bag and a shirt?" I ask the employee. She nods and pulls out a bag and shirts from underneath. "What colour shirt blue, green, grey, or black?" She asks. The blue one looks like Phil's eyes. "The blue one please." I said. She hands me the blue shirt and the black bag. "That would be 14 pounds." She said. "Huh cheap. Here you go." I hand her the pounds and start to walk back to Phil.

"Hey Phil! I got the-" I pause. Phil is laying on the park bench asleep. "Aw someone didn't get enough sleep during the taxi ride?" I mumble smiling. I take off my jacket and lay it across Phil. I kiss him on the forehead gently so he wouldn't wake up. "Sleep tight." I mumble.

So that was chapter two :3 Chapter 3 will be posted Friday because I kind of want this chapter to be dramatic >:3 So yeah.