Just love me already (PHAN)

Chapter 17: Wingman *Caw caw*

Dan's view

I spent an hour looking through Twitter and decided to tweet:

"I'm having a good time at muse at 1 am waiting for the concert to start at 2 am. And having a sleepy Phil take a nap on my chest its very uncomfortable."

And without thinking I tweeted it. Only a few minutes later, I get a bunch of retweets saying stuff like "PHAN?" "UM WAT" "PHIL SLEEPING ON UR SHOULDER!?!" "LE GASP" completely forgetting people only care about phan. Fuck.

"Hey Phil." I said nudging his shoulder. "What did the concert start?" Phil asks. "Not yet got half an hour. But I think we might've just made everyone freak out. Because well... Uh I got a bunch of retweets and messages." I said. Phil rubs his eyes and sighed. "Wait retweets?" Phil asked. "I may or may not have tweeted 'Having a good time at muse at one am waiting for them with a sleepy Phil napping on my chest' or something like that. And the messages. Well you know. Us posting about our next video." I said. Phil groaned. "Of course! Ugh how can we- Okay that's fine..." Phil said. "Should've expected this Phil our fans start freaking out when we look at each other." I said shrugging. "Wait shouldn't we have made a coming out video before this?" Phil asked. "Well technically this will be our coming out video." I said. "Wait a second... You haven't even came out to ME yet." Phil said.

"Uh... I guess I haven't. I could technically be straight right now. You kissed me without even knowing if I was straight, bi, or gay. So who knows? Maybe I'm straight but just have a crush on you so I'm making acceptions for you." I said shrugging. "Shut up about the kiss! How was I supposed to show how much you mean to me?" Phil said embarrassed not making eye contact to me. "Well there was a way. Technically I could've had this date the way I planned it. You know confessed the way I wanted. Hmm wonder if that'll make a good YouTube video. Eh oh well. I can't really know what happened if that kiss didn't happen. Might make an equally good story." I said. "Shut up about the kiss... I wasn't thinking." Phil said softly. "Oh I'm sorry." I said hugging Phil. "Better?" I ask. "Better." Phil said.

"But still you didn't come out to me and there is a slight bit in me worried that you'll go and cheat on me with a guy or a girl." Phil said embarrassed. "What?" I ask. "Uh nevermind..." Phil said letting go of me. "Well you can't blame me for not coming out cause technically YOU didn't come out to me!" I said. Why you so mad all of a sudden? Phil let go of me and I liked snuggling with him... Oh my god. "I thought it was obvious." Phil said. "N-not really." I mumbled. "Well then I will." Phil said. "I, Phillip Michael Lester, sexually identify as bisexual." Phil said. "Uh Phil. Sexually identify means gender like I sexually identify as a male." I said. "Oh!" Phil said as he starts laughing at himself. "Oh my god, Phil." I said laughing softly. "Okay well I thought this was obvious but I am also bisexual. I think. I dont know my sexuality is weird." I said. "So you don't know if you're gay or not?" Phil asked. "Well I don't know if I'm in to any other guys or any other girls. I uh I do love you obviously but I dont know about anyone else... Actually you're the first person I've ever had actual feelings for. The other people I dated or had a crush on... It just didn't have the same feeling as it does now. My heart beats at the sight of you and when you laugh, I-" I pause myself. "I-I uh nevermind..." I said. Phil hugs me. "I know what you mean..." He whispered.

I let go and stand up. "I- Um have to go use the bathroom." I said. "Wait but the concert is about to start." Phil said. "I'll be real quick I promise." I said as I start walking towards the exit (AKA the door we were supposed to go in.)