Just love me already (PHAN)

Chapter 14: Telling Chris how we started dating. Oh god

Dan's view

I grab onto Phil's arm and start walking to Chris. As we got closer I start blushing more just thinking of what will happen. I bury my face into Phil's arm embarrassed and scared.

Chris smiles at Phil. "Hey! So uh Dan did Phil uh..." Chris tried to ask if Phil said yes to my confession but at the same time trying not to give it away in case if I didnt even ask yet. "Yes we're dating..." Phil said. I keep my face buried in Phil's arm. "Really? Okay then what happened and how did Dan ask?" Chris said. Gosh dang it why do I have to have more than one friend that isn't Phil?

I slightly look up at Phil not letting go of his arm. Phil looks back at me. We both know what we were thinking. "Um its a long story..." Phil said. "Well it's almost 10 and the concert doesn't start till 1 am. So we got time." Chris said. Phil and I both look at each other with a worried expression. "What is something wrong or do you not want to tell me?" Chris asked. "Here's the thing... Dan and I didn't start dating the way Dan planned." Phil said. "Also are those matching hoodies?" Chris asked. He's just making it worse. Phil blushes. "It was Phil's idea." I said. Phil sighs. "Dan... I think we have to tell Chris on how we started dating..." Phil said. I let go of Phil's arm. "O-Okay..." I said in a nervous voice.

"Can we go sit down at the bench?" I ask. "Okay? Will it take that long?" Chris asks. "No... We'll shorten it as much as we can. And tell you more later. My legs just hurt. From walking and standing." I said. "Omg such a lazy bum." Chris said.

We walk over and sit on the bench. "So how did it start?" Chris asked. Phil and I look at each other. "Okay can you stop with the looking at each other?" Chris said. We look back at Chris. "Sooo we won't explain EVERYTHING but... It all started when we stole food from a fancy restaurant." Phil said. "What?" Chris had a look in his eyes like "Are you serious?". "Yeah we gave it to a homeless man and then-" I interrupt Phil. "No we started to date before the resteraunt. Remember? At the park." I said. Chris looked at Phil and then me as if we just murdered a man. "This is going to sound insane and made up but trust me it's real." I said.

Chris sighed. "Anything with Dan and Phil sound made up." Chris said. Phil laughs sort of. "Well Dan and I had this argument and I ended up running in an alleyway crying thinking it's my fault. I thought on how I just lost my best friend and never deserved him in the first place. So I felt like nothing. I decided to go back when Dan isn't looking to steal the cake knife, by the way we ordered a cake and got a knife with it, to kill myself." Chris and I both paused Phil. "Hold on you never told me THAT!" I said. "YEAH! PHIL WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?" Chris said eyes wide open.

Phil's view

I blush a little embarrassed and feeling guilty. "Well... I was already cutting..." I said not making eye contact. I roll up my shirt to reveal three cuts on my stomach. Dan doesn't even look at me. I roll down my shirt immediately. "Um moving on." I said. I wasnt even realizing that Dan was holding my hand when he lets go and crosses his arm. Chris is looking down at the ground and his hand slightly covering his mouth. I made this awkward... And worse... Shut up brain! What? It's true.

"I walk back to see Dan about to stab him self in the chest. So I stop him and slap the knife out of his hands. And I tried to convince him how he was important to me but he wasn't convinced. I didnt know how else to show him. Without thinking I kissed him and then had awkward silence for too long. And then details blah blah and well after that we ended up going to the resteraunt and then you came and after that-" Dan interrupts me. "I grabbed Phil's phone and spilt my water and then everyone looked at us so we didn't know what else to do... We ran and hid in the bathroom." Dan said. Chris doesn't even seem surprised anymore. "While we were hiding in the bathroom a boy and his dad walked by when Phil kissed me and the dad said something about homosexuals aren't allowed or good or something. And Phil thought we shouldn't show that we are a couple and act like best friends. So when we bent back I rubbed something off his cheek with a napkin and then Phil said 'Dont do that blah blah something about judgement.'" Dan looks over at me. "So I decided to show him that no one gives a damn about us dating by standing on the table and yelling to everyone in the resteraunt that we're gay and dating and dont give a fuck if you dont like it or not. Everyone started clapping and then I had Phil get on the table to and then the waiter came back and yelled at us... So I just said... 'Run.' But Phil wanted the fucking food so we stole it." Dan paused. "Such a cute fucking dork..." Dan said to himself in his breath. "After that we ran to the train station and hid there." Dan said.