Chapter 18: I fucking hate candy

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Phil's view

The concert started and muse got on stage saying stuff like "So glad to be here" and whatever. I look over to Dan and he isn't smiling nor look like he's having a good time.


"Dan? Are you okay?" I ask. "Phil. I don't think it was a good idea to have Asian food and a bunch of sweets." Dan mumbled. "What do you mean?" I ask grabbing his hand. "I dont feel so good." Dan mumbled. "But the concert is about to start." I said softly. "I know it is but I'll be fine!" Dan said removing his hand.


Muse started playing uprising and undisclosed desires and a bunch of other songs. It wasn't until a few minutes later I realized Dan wasn't next to me.


Dan's view

I felt like I could throw up at any minute so I ran outside to get some fresh air. "Dan? Are you okay?" I turn around and Phil is beside the door. "Yes I'm fine. Just.. Go back and have fun." I said gesturing my hand to make him go back inside. "I don't want to." Phil said walking towards me. "Please.." I said as I grab his hands. "Do it for me?" I ask. "I can't have fun without you, Dan." Phil said softly. "Oh my god you dork." I said smiling.


"Well I guess we can go back in." I said. "No, I dont want you to go back in unless you are 100% okay." Phil said smiling. I smile back.


I feel all the sweets I have move around my stomach. I tried to hold it but I pushed Phil away and turned around and threw up. Tears fill my eyes as my mouth tastes disgusting and as if my stomach can explode any minute now. "Dan! Are you okay!?" Phil runs towards me and puts his hands on my back. "Phil I'm fine. Just go back-" Phil goes back inside without me noticing.


I didn't actually want you to go... I sit against a rock and look up at the stars. God damn it Dan. I wipe my throw up off my mouth with my sleeve and sigh.


"Dan." I look up and see Phil holding a water bottle for me. "Thank you.." I mumble. Phil walks over to me and hands the water bottle. Phil wraps his arms around me as I drink some water. "I'm sorry Phil.." I mumble after getting the taste of throw up out of my mouth. "Its fine, Dan. I just want you to feel better." Phil mumbles.


I lean my head against Phil's arm. "Do you want to go home?" Phil asks. I sigh quietly under my breath. "I don't know. It feels like a waste." I mumble after a few seconds of silence. "If you're feeling that bad then we can go home." Phil whispers softly in my ear. "I don't want to... But I know I wont be able to make the entire concert." I said softly. Phil rubbed my cheek gently. "If you insist."


Phil calls a taxi home and I get in disappointed in myself. Come on Dan. You had to ruin this. After all this time. You bought vip tickets too! The fuck is wrong with you. Should've just stayed at the concert.


"Dan? Are you alright?" Phil asks as he puts his hands on my shoulder. I slap his hands away from me. "Im fine."


Phil's view

I lean my head against the window as I stare at the buildings passing by. Is Dan mad at me? I mean I guess it was my idea for all the sweets... I think? I dont know. I fall asleep at the thought of Dan is my boy friend. After nearly 10 years, of having feelings for him, we finally are a couple.


(Authors note)
Oof its been nearly a month since I last posted but oh well. Also this is about to end soon, so I can delete Wattpad and get more space on my phone so... Yeet. Its midnight and I'm tired good night

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