I left the school today.
Though I was excited, I found myself crying or sucking in tears after every hour.
Truth is, I'm a huge cry baby that'll cry at almost anything.
I didn't like my math teacher but her few sentimental words made me cry right before 1st hour ended. I made sure to give her a hug too.
My 2nd hour science teacher is more laid back, I liked him.
We did that hand slap and grab thing and he said some goodbye words.
I gave him a hug too. I sucked in my tears for that one. I tend to do that if the teacher is a guy, but I don't know why.
I cried during lunch too. My best friends at that school comforted me.
Advisory was pretty normal.
My advisor wanted to get a cake for me, but she was apologizing a lot because she forgot to grab one.
I told her it was alright.
She really is a great teacher.
I went to health after that and the teacher was extra nice to me.
At the end of the hour we said goodbye and I gave her a hug.
I let one or two tears fall but sucked in the rest.
Next was social studies.
My social studies teacher is also my advisor.
She is one of my favorite teachers.
Her and my language arts teacher are.
It was study hall and overall a pretty laid back class.
I made a "year book" for people to sign.
I had the teacher sign it.
She has that hand writing that probably most of your grandmas have.
The really hard to read cursive.
Once I finally uncoded what it said, I cried and gave her a hug.
6th hour was choir that day.
I liked the choir teacher.
I had to turn in my library books and iPad in that class.
We did a little bit of singing before I had to do that.
I got back before the class ended so I had the teacher Sign the book.
I sucked in the tears.
I walked into 7th hour already tearing up.
I only let a few tears fall, unnoticeably.
This teacher was the only teacher that told the entire class I was leaving.
I had to explain to them I was doing online school.
At the end of the class, I started crying like crazy.
I had my teacher sign and it was sad because this was my favorite class.
I was crying up until the time my mom got there.
I was crying on my best friends shoulder until she had to go because her bus.
There was a girl from my language arts class that I don't really know. She found me at my locker and told me:
"I just wanted to say, I'm glad I got to meet you and I will miss you being in our class."
I started crying again and gave her a hug.
I said goodbye to a lot of my friends and got a lot of numbers I didn't already have.
Later, when I was waiting for my mom, my old volleyball coach who didn't know I was leaving was joking around with me.
I was outside and she walked by asking why I was outside when it was so cold.
She couldn't tell I was crying because it looked like my nose was red from the cold.
Our conversation went like this:
"Were you abandoned?" She said.
"Yeah, they didn't want me." I said jokingly.
"Okay, well you can come in my room when your skin turns the color of your hair." She said laughing, and gesturing to my blue hair.
"Okay!" I said laughing a bit.
I didn't end up going in her room. I regret that a bit.
I was happy though. J-Hope dropped his new Hixtape so I was listening to that happily.
Later my best friend texted me saying that she wished our goodbye wasn't so rushed, and that she was sorry she had to go so soon because of her bus.
I told her it was okay and that we'd see each other again.
Sorry for the long entry.
