I slept until noon, which is normal for me.
I woke up and my sister and dog were in the bottom bunk.
I seemed to be in an irritable mood all morning, but I don't know why.
I went to Famous Dave's for dinner to watch my cousins jazz band preform.
They were amazing.
I wanted to come out multiple times today, but I was waiting for my sister to take a nap.
My step dad was napping so it would have been a perfect opportunity, but my sister didn't nap.
I planned to do it after dinner, but my step dad and mom were watching a TV show on the couch together.
The perfect opportunity for me is when my mom is alone, no distractions, and she HAS to be in a good mood.
If she's not in a good mood, it might not go well.
She won't take it as seriously if my sister is awake and distracting her, and I don't want to come out to my step dad, my mom can tell him.
I only want to come out with dysphoria for now, not pan yet. I plan to say something along these lines:
"Hey Mom?
I need you to know, I love you no matter what you think of me,
I also need you to know, no one has made this decision for me and I've felt this way since I was little.
I want to tell you something I'm sure you've already suspected.
I think I might have Gender Dysphoria, and if you don't know exactly what that is, it basically means that I feel like I was born into the wrong body and I should have been the opposite gender.
Though I don't know this for sure, I want to get a Gender Therapist to see if I really do have it.
Do you have any questions about it?"
I most likely won't stick to a script because it's an emotional thing.
That's all for now!
