Hey so like- it's been months so I figured I would update.
In early June Alice and I broke up.
I heard she's been saying I never cared about her and shit like that, making people not like me. I don't give a shit though. I'm pretty sure it's because I didn't cry about our break up or anything. I don't want to be down about it because the past is the past and Alice is a person. People come and go from your life. Some stay, but Alice wasn't one of them.
I started equestrian therapy. I really love it. I work with a horse named Bo. He is very stubborn and required me to be extra assertive, which is good because I have a problem with not being assertive enough.
I met a girl named Jordan. She live in Arizona, I met her over Amino. She's really nice, and cute. She introduced me to her friend Katie. Katie and I talk a lot. Jordan's parents are a bit paranoid tho. They think I'm a 30 year old man that's using a camera thingy to make me look and sound like a 13 year old boy, therefore, they don't want me talking to her so we have to talk in private without them knowing.
I'm planning to go to Arizona to meet them during Winter break.
I'm moving to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania on the 20th of August. We found a really nice house. I'm sad tho because I have to leave Haley and Luke behind. I don't really have any really close ties besides them. everyone else just kinda, drifted apart.
I'm going to be flying out here just about every month because my step dad visits his kids. So then I'll be able to go to a therapy session with Bo, see my step brothers, and see friends.
I got my chest binder earlier this month after waiting 2 months. It's not what I expected. It slips down constantly, so I have to take it off and readjust, or keep pulling it up until I can take it off.
My mom doesn't seem to understand the whole transgender thing, so that led to a few fights. Actually, yesterday, my sister said "Kya's name is Kai" I was confused at first but my mom put pieces together and said "oh, Kyle, that's your name on the computer, isn't it. Don't tell her to call you that" I told her I didn't and she probably just heard my friends calling me that. Then she asked which friends, to which I replied "pretty much all of them".
In that subject, I want to ask my mom to go by male pronouns and go by Kyle in this new school. I talked to my counsellor about it and she said to bring it up when school is the subject of our conversation. She's right, so that's what I plan to do.
I'm going clothes shopping with Luke to help him pick out outfits cuz he can't style for shit. So I'm going to the mall with him, his mom, and his grandma on Sunday.
That's it for now
-Kyle, 13
