I can't even handle my mood swings. I went from all happy to wanting to cry again, and I did nothing.
It might be because of school. I absolutely hate online school. I have 4 F's, 2 D's, and one B.
They can't get they're shit together. I hate this. I submit things and they don't give me credit. I get so mad I want to throw my computer out my window then scream and go to Huston (where they're head quarters are) and beat them up. I fucking hate this. It would be better if they tried to communicate with me and actually talk to me when I reach out for help.
I emailed my math teacher, asking her for help and she just said:
"I want you to go back and watch the lesson".
Even though I already did.
Not to mention how absolutely boring it is staring at a screen all day for hours on end listening to a bunch of teachers talk.
Some of the teachers are telling me I'm missing things from before March 5th (when I started online school) when I wasn't even there to learn the material. This is literal hell.
I feel like I'm gaining a bit of weight too, because in 'gym' all we do is fill out assignments on how we intend to do things and what we would do in situations. It's 4th quarter, and we haven't had to do any gym things. I told my mom about it and she made an empty promise. She said:
"I'll take you to the Gym to me and we can work out together and that'll also give you time out of the house". That was last week.
I hate being stuck in the house all day. It would help if I could drive.
