March 3rd

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Today started horrible.
I woke up and my dog shit twice on the floor, so when I woke up I had to spray the shit with STAIN BE GONE spray.
It smelled horrible.
I told my step dad and he said he'll take care of it, but he was sleeping and went back to sleep.
I forgot to eat so I didn't end up eating breakfast until 10:30 am and I woke up at 9:00 am.
I was like "oh wait foods a thing".
So I had cereal.

I'm going skating with Luke today, so my step dad is taking me to my brother Sam's basketball game then dropping me off at Luke's house.
Luke was at a competition until 1:30 so I texted him to let me know when he was done.
Me and my step day stalled for time and got something to eat for lunch.
It's 2:30 and Luke FaceTimes me telling me he's gonna be there for another 2 hours.
I was texting Jason (who is suppose to go with us), asking if I could go to his house because Luke was flaking.
Jason didn't respond and still hasn't.
I ended up going home.
I had to tell Nya and Jason I wasn't going.
Only Nya responded, understandingly.
I FaceTimed Haley and Jazmine when I got home.
Luke kept trying to call me.
I knew he felt bad but I was mad at him.
I eventually answered when he texted me saying that his Grandma could pick me up, take me to the rink, and bring me back home.
I had to negotiate and convince my mom to let me go.
I ended up going.
Nya, Haley, Jazmine, Luke, Alice, and I all ended up going.
I had a lot of fun and I'm glad Luke and Alice got along while we were there.
I got to interact more with Nya as well.
Alice was calling me Kyle too while we were there,
I liked that.
I plan on coming out to my mom as trans tomorrow.
I want to go to a gender therapist to see if I have dysphoria.

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