#5 I'm not Caitlin

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Hey, It's me, the writer of this story. I just wanted to tell you that if Killer Frost is talking in her echoey voice it will look like this:
"I just want to protect you, Snowflake."

Cait's POV
I teleport myself home.
I had to get out of STAR Labs quickly or I would have lost control because of Iris shitty attitude and rudeness against everyone. I can control myself if it's against Joe or Wally but against Cisco or Me I would love to impale her with an icicle. Wait. No, I couldn't do that. Those are not my thoughts. Those are Killer Frost's thoughts. I would have loved to have a movie night with Cisco but if I would fall asleep I would risk Killer Frost taking control and hurting him.
I walk into the kitchen and take some pizza leftovers from yesterday. I walk into the living room and turn the TV on.
'Wanna watch Netflix? You choose.', I ask Killer Frost.
'Ok. What about...umm...Grey's Anatomy?', she asks chuckling knowing I hate those kind of series.
'Fine. Then we watch Grey's Anatomy.'
'What! Oh hell no. I want to watch Supernatural.',she answers.
'But you—. You know what? We watch Supernatural.', I answer defeated.
It's always like this. We both discuss which show to watch and in the end one of us gives in. But it really sucks when she is in control and watches some shit and I have to watch it too because she wont let me sleep.
—-Time skip to the next morning—-
My alarm wakes me up. I stand up and make myself ready. My taste of clothes changed a lot since I got brain-roommate. Before it I always dressed like 'a high school principal'. Now I often wear jeans with holes and a leather jacket over my tank-top.
Time for work.

—-Time-skip to Caitlin arriving at STAR Labs—-
I enter the cortex. Cisco is already here. Why is Cisco early? He's always arriving after me. Probably no reason.
"Hey Cisco."
"Hey Cait."
I flinch at the nickname. He must have noticed his mistake because he immediately apologized to me but I told him I'm fine but not to do it again. He nods and I walk to the med-bay.
After some time Joe and Wally arrive too and greet me. After that I knew Iris wouldn't be far so I just closed the door to the med-bay.
'Snowflake, I'm bored, can't we watch TV or something? Please?'
'Fine. But only one Episode okay?'
'Okay.'
I walk over to my computer in the med-bay. I accidentally click on the camera footage of yesterday but what I saw shocked me.
It was the time I had passed out and Cisco was sitting next to me. Then my heartbeat went up. Cisco panicked. My hair had started to turn white. He touched my shoulder and I mumbled something. Then my hair returned to normal and I woke up.
He knows it. I have to leave right now. If he tells them I am still Killer Frost they lock me in the pipeline again. I don't want to go there again. Ever. I stand up and turn around but someone stands in the med-bay.
"Caitlin." Cisco begins but I cut him off. "Don't even try to lock me up again. I'm leaving."
"Caitlin I don't want to lock you in the pipeline. I didn't even tell the others. I swear."
"I don't care. Don't try to stop me."
I walked past him but he grabbed my hand. I whirl around looking at him angry. I feel my eyes glowing blue.
"Let go of my hand Cisco.", I say with anger in my voice. He looks at me scared and lets go.
I continue to walk but Iris stops me in my tracks. Don't make me angry now, Iris. You would regret it.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm leaving. Isn't that what you wanted? You can have fun and try fixing Barry without me. So Bye."
"Oh no you're not gonna leave before you fixed Barry."
"Why should I listen to you? You have been a Bitch to me since I came back."
"Well better a Bitch than a monster."
I snapped.
I shove her against the wall with my hand chocking her.
"You wanna see the monster? Do you?", I ask her with my blue eyes.
Wally wants to run towards me but I freeze his feet to the ground. "One more move and I'm not just gonna hurt her. Even if I would regret it."
"See...a...mon...ster." Iris chocked out.
I let myself fall deeper into the darkness. I let all the walls crumble. Killer Frost takes over.
My hair turns white. My skin turns pale. My lips become blue.
"Caitlin stop, please." Cisco begs.
"Don't call me that. I'm not Caitlin", Killer Frost answers.
"Yes you are. You are Caitlin Snow. We still have the cure Julian made. We can cure you."
"Cure me? You want to kill me. Caitlin doesn't even want to be cured."
'I told you they don't understand me. They just want to kill me. They don't even accept me as a person.'
'But I do. I accepted you as a own person Frost. Even if we share a body.'
'You just called me Frost not Killer Frost, Snowflake.'
'Yes, because you aren't a killer.'
I let Iris fall to the ground. She's still alive.
"You are lucky that Snowflake is right. And just so you know, Caitlin gave me control. I didn't force her to. She gave it to me willingly because you are just horrible friends.", I say.
I unfreeze Wallys feet. But before he could reach me I teleport myself back to my apartment.

Cisco's POV
Caitlin almost killed Iris. And then she teleported. That must be the reason she was gone so suddenly yesterday. She said we would want to kill her. And she used that name again, 'Snowflake' and that we would be 'lucky she is right'. She said 'is'. That means she must have talked to 'Snowflake' recently which stopped her from killing Iris. She said Caitlin gave up control willingly. Caitlin wouldn't do that, would she?
"Cisco! Help me with Iris already!" Joe yelled at me. We placed Iris in the med-bay and I quickly checked if she would be alright.
"Iris should be aright. She just needs to rest. She should wake up soon." I tell Joe and leave.

—-Time-skip to the end of the time limit from the Samurai—-
Iris had already woken up. I tried to find Caitlin but I couldn't find her. The necklace was gone too so I couldn't vibe her.
The meta-human alert went off.
"The Samurai is back, guys." Iris says. I'm still mad at her. She called Caitlin a monster. Again.
Wally and I suit up and I open a portal to the scene.
"I want the Flash. Where is he?", he asks.
Wally and I were about to attack when Iris stepped in front of us and walked towards the samurai.
"Take me instead."
"Why should I? You aren't the Flash." "But he will come for me."
"Why do you think that?"
"I believe in him."
The Samurai takes Iris and starts to fly away. I open a breach and run to my computer in the cortex to locate Iris.
Joe comes in and sees the look on my face."Cisco where is Iris?" "The samurai has her." "What?!"
He runs to Barrys cell and tells Barry something I couldn't hear. But then Barry shatters the wall of the cell and runs off with the new suit I made.

—-Two minutes later (Barry defeated the Samuroid like in the show)—-
"Barry. I missed you", Iris says as she hugs him. Blergh! I let them take their time. Joe and Wally also give him a short hug. We all agreed to go home and relax and do the catching-up tomorrow.
I want to find out who 'Snowflake' is and what she has to do with Caitlin.

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