My Brother's Omega

Why can't you see it?

(A/N): why am i doing this? What is the meaning of life? Am i studying? No. Am i sleeping? No. Am i ruining my life? Hell yes. Do i recommend it??

HELL NO.

Just my stupid drama. Continue reading. Lol bye

Jungkook wasn't joking anymore when he said he couldn't sleep at nights. It was unbearable. He even once reached as close as a few centimeters from his brother's room in anger to make them quit fighting but then went back to his room when he felt that the fight had died down.

Such a pain in the ass.

This time wasn't different. Except for this time Taehyung was the only one shouting. He can't quite make out what he's saying but he can get the small "You always tell this" " you always tell that" etc etc.

Maybe his brother was getting tired of Taehyung too he wondered. Jungkook might be thinking wrong but he had to get rid of these stupid feelings. Taehyung was just playing with him and there was nothing more than that.

Even though it hurt to see Taehyung not looking at him with confidence any more.

It was a day off and Taehyung was looking forward to rekindle his friendship with a certain ravenette. Taehyung doesn't understand what he meant by "don't act innocent". He had tried everything he could to make their crumbling relationship back to normal. Even his cake making trick didnt seem to work. Last time he made it Jungkook had already left for work. He ended up eating it by himself instead.

Ditch the cooking part. The same day Taehyung was out to get himself a new set of clothes with his best friend of course. Looking through the clothes and then through the accessories his eyes caught sight of a pair of cute looking friendship rings....

"Jimin aren't those nice???"

"Is it for us!!!"

"U-Uhh y-yeah no"

"Oooo might be for your man. Fine fine i ain't complaining!"

In the end Taehyung ended up buying 2 different pairs of those to make Jimin happy. Taehyung knew he was stupid getting all those. It was all with Jungkook in his mind. But now they barely even looked at each other.

And now here he was right in front of the elder's room. This was his chance to sort things out with him.

"H-Hey.."

Jungkook kept his gaze fixed on his phone, the laptop on the bed , looking through some things as he heard that familiar voice again. He can understand the tension in it. He's hating it. He leaned against the headboard in annoyance.

"Hi."

Jungkook sensed a weight dropping nearby him and too damn close to his liking. He shifted uncomfortably. Taehyung understood the action and looked wide eyed at the elder. He didn't know if they were friends anymore. This was too much for his heart to handle. Taehyung missed everything honestly. Their goofy fights. Their silly chats. Their gossips...now it was all replaced with hatred...well not for Taehyung but for Jungkook. Taehyung can clearly tell the difference in the way Jungkook looked at him before and right now. It's like Jungkook hated his presence. Even when he subtly touched him Jungkook had this disgusted look on his face... All Taehyung wanted was for things to be like before. Happy and playful.  That's why he wanted to fix everything and end it with those rings. Giving him those out of the blue would be weird. So he thought he'd do it after he makes things between them normal again...

"We haven't talked for a while kookie. A-Are you busy now?"

Taehyung looked at him with hopeful eyes but Jungkook was too consumed in his phone as he only gave a slight nod in return. Taehyung nodded back understandingly and looked over to the screen. His lips got replaced by a warm smile as he saw that Jungkook was infact looking through a site with  rings too. He was caught by surprise.

"I-Is that for her?"

"What?For whom?" Jungkook looked away from the phone with a tired face making the younger stutter out in uncertainity. What if he said something that upsets him?

"The f-friendship rings..F-For t-that girl you s-said you liked. I-f it is then-"

"No its just an ad. I was looking through something else. Besides I'd get her something more than those. Not some stupid friendship ring" A deep pang hit Taehyung's chest as he said that. His heart beat paced in uncertainity as he gripped at the bed end and smiled to Jungkook to keep it cool. Jungkook closed his laptop and kept it away with a straight face.

All that time Jungkook felt like he had spoke out a big mistake seeing Taehyung trying to hide the gloominess in his eyes with a forced smile. He didn't know if he wanted to feel sad or hate him. Hate him because Taehyung looked desperate. For gods sake he was married. He shouldn't be giving the wrong signs.

"F-Friendship rings aren't s-stupid. They're symbolism of love between people... b-but it's your like" 

Taehyung smiled to himself after he said that. Guess those rings will soon join his dumpster. His mind was going blank once again. He had failed . He slowly got up from the bed end with clumsy legs and just like his usual embarrassing self his toes slipped against the smooth floor making him stumble forward to where the ravenette was. Jungkook looked at him in shock and the next moment everything went dark.

"Ah!!!"

Taehyung whimpered from the blow as he hit his head against the wooden projection. Jungkook didn't understand why he did that. Why he moved away instead of catching him... He stood a few inches away on the floor, staring emotionlessly at the younger male who had fell on the bed, hissing in pain while cupping his forehead with his palms. He saw his face going red, tears decorating his cheeks in a split second...

"T-Tae i-im sorry"

"I-Im fine- I'm fine!"

Taehyung laughed to himself even though it hurt, trying to hide the cut as much as he can with his palms. Jungkook wanted to curse at himself so bad. He mistook him. All this time and he couldn't understand why he was doing this to him. He clearly wanted to avoid any awkward situations with the younger let alone touch him. He just wanted to keep Taehyung away..but this...this was too much..He let him get hurt...

"T-Tae I'm sorry please- show me-"

Taehyung covered his whole face by now as Jungkook tried to scan his forehead not letting him get a peek to his embarrassing weeping face.

"N-No I'm fine k-kookie"

Jungkook was sure he saw a red bruise from the fall but before he could attend to it Taehyung had ran past him ,leaving him to stand alone in the room. He looked at the same spot unwavering questioning his own actions from a while ago.

Taehyung shut the door as soon as he reached his room. He leaned against the door and sobbed into his palms. He wasn't hurting from the blow. He was hurting from the fact that their friendship had turned to ruins. Did Jungkook hate him that much to the point he had to step away instead of catching him.

No Taehyung you're thinking too much. It was quick...

He scolded himself and wiped his tears as he walked towards the bathroom. At the sink looking at mirror ahead, he splashed some water over his face as the light foundation mixed with the liquid in the sink turning it cream. A new cut to join the rest of the bruises on his lips and cheek. Ugly was the only word he had for himself...