The Vampire Diaries Imagines

[6] Visions Pt 2 - Stefan Salvatore

imagine: same story line as the previous chapter.
you had just spend a rebound night with your now ex boyfriend Stefan's brother, Damon. You haven't spoken to anybody until the next day, when you, Damon, Elena, Stefan and Caroline have to go to a wood cabin and protect the doppelgängers.

"i don't want to be here" I said to Damon was we pulled up in his car. Caroline, Stefan and Elena were following from campus in a separate car. "you had the option of staying" he said and i smiled, hopping out the car. "yeah well i know i'd miss something and be bored out of my mind" i said and he chuckled as he grabbed the bags and i grabbed my smaller pile of revision books. I had to keep myself busy. "you seriously brought those?" Damon asked as we opened the front door and began to set stuff down and unload the car. "of course! i have a big exam coming up annddd if it gets awkward, i can always distract myself" i said justifying it and Damon rolled his eyes before vamp speeding in front of me. "i can help distract you" he said, licking his lips. I didn't say anything, but i heard with my vamp hearing the other car had pulled up. "they're here" i whispered to Damon and he smiled. "i know" he said and kissed me, softly. I kissed back and chuckled as i heard Caroline's footsteps. We broke apart and i walked over to my bag and picked it up. "Caroline! which room am i in?" i asked and she looked at me weirdly before snapping out of her trance. "um...the one second left" she said and i nodded, taking my bag upstairs to the room. I walked back outside to the car and grabbed another bag. Elena and Stefan were unpacking as well and Elena shot me a brief smile. I returned it and went to turn around and i bumped into Damon. "watch where you're swinging that thing" he said with a low voice and winked at me. I smiled and rolled my eyes. "move out my way then" i said challengingly and he chuckled. "i'll take it, M'Lady" he said and took it from my hand, touching my hand as he did. All of a sudden i felt uncomfortable, flirting with Damon in front of Stefan and Elena, but there was a part of me that rather enjoyed it. "be a babe and grab my phone charger" Damon said and i nodded and smiled as i turned back around to grab my coat and the phone charger from where i was sat in the passenger seat and when i turned around after closing the door, Stefan walked over to me. "hey" he said and i tucked a piece of hair behind my ear nervously. "hey" i said, exhaling. "my brother is just using you Y/N" Stefan said and my smile dropped, my facial expressions dimmed and i sighed. "we are not having this conversation Stefan" i said and went to walk away. "please tell me you haven't been staying with him for the past two days" he said and i snatched my arm out of his grip. "yes i have, he's been going out of his mind worrying about Enzo" i said and he looked guilty. "i know" i said and he looked at me, wide eyes. "how?" he asked "i caught Bonnie talking to him" i said and he nodded. "you can't tell him" Stefan said. "i haven't, but i'm not doing it for you, i'm doing it for him" i said and walked away, leaving Stefan sighing in defeat, and kicking a nearby tree in anger.

*An hour later*

"i will go and grab some more firewood" Stefan said and picked up the empty basket. "i'll help" Elena said and they both scuttled off outside. "I'll help" i said in a high pitched annoying voice, impersonating Elena. "stop it!" Caroline said and i couldn't help but chuckled. "god, she might as well kiss him in front of us" Caroline said and i almost spat out my drink. "sorry" she said and i glared at her. "don't even start blondie" Damon said. "what? i know you two have had rebound sex" Caroline said with a disapproving look in my direction. "Caroline Forbes, i cant hide anything from you can i?" i asked and she shook her head. Damon wondered off and i was sat at the work top while Caroline was making drinks. "listen, You're my best friend Y/N, but if Stefan or Elena find out, they'll be heartbroken, and i know you'll regret it, if you don't already" she said and rested her hand on mine. "i know caroline" i said with a sigh. "oh come on it wasn't that bad" Damon said cockily and me and Caroline rolled our eyes. "what wasn't that bad?" Stefan asked, slamming the door open as he had a full basket of logs. "my experimental cocktails" Caroline said quickly and Damon and I had a look of relief on our faces. I couldn't look Stefan in the eye, so i turned back around and went back to my phone. Stefan looked rather angry. "hey, i know this isn't a good time, but someone will need to share a bedroom" Caroline said. "well-" Damon went to say but Stefan interrupted him. "i'll share with Y/N" he stated before his brother could say anything. Damon balled his fists and glared at his brother. I looked at the two of them confused. "i'll go move my stuff then" I said and hoped off the stool, walking towards the bedroom. I heard footsteps behind me and i grabbed my bag, before brushing past Stefan and walking to the other room. I put my bag down on the bed, and unpacked a few jumpers so they'd be easier to put on. "something happened didn't it" Stefan said. "what?" i asked, not looking up. "you can't even look at me Y/N, and Damon's been flirting with you all day, tell me what's going on" he demanded. I'd never heard him so angry before. "nothings going on" i said chuckling. "Yeah right, and i'm the easter bunny" Stefan said. "what's wrong with you?" i asked looking up at him. "i don't know maybe the fact that my brother slept with my....someone i love" Stefan said and i sighed. "it wasn't like that" i said sitting down on the edge of the bed. "then tell me Y/N" he said, sitting next to me. "i was so upset about us, that i drank a lot in the grill, Damon came in, we drank together and then Matt said that we'd had enough, so we went back to the boarding house, drank some more, danced....if i'm being honest i don't remember the rest, but yeah Stefan, we had rebound sex....meaningless rebound sex. And i'm sorry, i really am, but we aren't together so..." i said. "so!? really...that's you're excuse! I still love you Y/N! you're the one who broke it off" he said angrily. "because you still love Elena! you practically admitted it! I can't handle that Stefan! I cannot wake up every day worrying if today's the day where you go back to her! I can't bare to watch you two love each other or looking into each other's eyes lovingly or watch you two kiss! It hurts Stefan, it hurts. I feel like i'm dying and i don't know why! But for me and for you, i thought it was the best choice, that way you have nothing stopping you two being together, but i can't be around you two without it physically hurting" I said, i had a few tears running down my cheeks, i ran my hand through my hair. Everything i'd been holding back for the past few days had just come out, with my angrily and upsettingly shouting at Stefan, the others probably heard if they chose to use their hearing. "Y/N, I will always love Elena" he said and i shook my head "i don't want to-" i started, wiping the tears from my cheeks. "but i'm not in love with Elena, i'm in love with you" he said, taking a step towards me, placing his hand on my cheek. I didn't have anything to say. "i..." i tried form some words to say, but my throat was dry and scratchy. "i can't do this right now" i managed to get out before rushing out the room, holding back the tears. I walked through the kitchen, grabbing a blood bag and walking out the back door towards the lake. I walked along the pier and sat at the edge, my legs hanging over the edge. I sighed, opening the top of the bag and beginning to drink it.

This was all to much.

*A/N PART THREE SOOOON :) *