i shouldn't have to be so scared
to go somewhere i should be safe
tomorrow. i have to work a jv track
meet and the rival school's jv is obviously
coming. but take a wild guess who will be
there. my ex. i'm afraid of him coming
to talk to me or to come near me and
i think i might cry. i think i might have
an anxiety attack because of him. because of
what he did to me i'm so sensitive and aware
of what's going on and i'm so scared that
if i go to go get something, he might come follow me and try to talk to me or something.
i can't tell my coach i can't tell anyone except for one of my best friends who also will be
there. i can't help it i can't help the anxiety,
the lump in my throat, the tears in my eyes
and running down my cheek right now. because he sexually assaulted me, he molested me. i shouldn't be this scared. but in reality i'm terrified.
