today was an amazing day, i found out that i made the highest choir at my school other than a small a cappella group. i was so proud of myself and i was so happy that i was actually recognized enough to make it, that i had enough skill to make it. but then i got to track.
my hip flexor is pretty bad and we were running hills and i was running top 3 i was so excited. and then 6/8 hills done i get this shooting pain in my hip and it just tore me down, my confidence shattered and i was so angry. i'm working my ass off and this is the only thing that is tearing me back. it kills me emotionally because i feel stability when i feel good and then the tearing of pain physically and emotionally when i'm not stabile. it kills me and quite frankly it's tearing me down
