it took strength out of
me to scream stop. the
repercussions were what
scared me the most.
i was so scared he would've
hit me if he wouldn't get his
way. but eyes were everywhere
and on me and him. and he
backed away.
for the rest of the night we
walked around in silence.
after the rain poured and the
lightning struck
finally i was home and not
to help my situation already,
my dad was shitface drunk.
so by the end of the night
... i was done with men!
