breathing without you becomes a little easier each day. it's not quite impossible anymore. i know how much pain your lungs caused you with your stage 3 cancer and the treatment. as you took your last breath and first one in heaven, your breathing went from nearly impossible to easy. just the opposite with me, with you on the same planet as me, i could breathe easily and as you took your first breath in heaven, as God accepted you, the more impossible it was to breathe. you're breathing easily and i couldn't wish for anything more and you're happy.
and now with you being gone 2 years this november, breathing became less and less impossible. i finally realized that your breathing never really stopped on this earth, because you're still breathing within me, effecting every thought and action i do. breathe for me, breathe with me, breathe within me. with the enormous amount of you within me, the personality, the things i get from you, breathing isn't impossible.
