if i told you this weekend, i was okay with you not being with me this time, id be lying. the only thing i'm thinking about right now is you. i remember this was our first out of town trip and i can't help but reminisce our cuddling when i froze to death that night and you wrapped me up in your blanket and told me to lay down with you. i miss your warmth on me and our trip to el paso to get chico's tacos and the fact that you were so good with my family and all i can think about is you right now and i just want you out of my head because you found someone else and i just have to act like i'm okay with it and the fact that you're happier, but not because of me, without me. and to realize that puts a lump in my throat that i can't get over... but have fun with your new girl.
