Only Time Can Tell (Going through editing) ✔

Hope You Like Me As I Am (14)

Hello okay i would have post this yesterday, but as some of you will know Wattpad was down for about 26 hours well, that's the gap between my emails. I have also decided that i'm dedicating a chapter to my fans as a thank you, i will dedicate this to my first fan.

This is a bad chapter, so, i may put another up later it's basically just lyrics. The songs on the side and selena

His breath was against my next as I looked in to his eyes. I bit my lip and muttered.

‘Xander, we are supposed to be friend. You are acting a little more than a friend.’ He smirked and placed his lips on the hollow of my neck. A spark rushed around my body pulling me closer to him. I’m looking through my lashes as he comes closer to me pressing his lips to mine. I hesitated at first, but I craved his lips and so kissed him back. Blood flushed to my cheeks as our lips move together as one. My mind was racing and I pulled away once I realised what I had done. ‘Shit, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have done that.’ he was stunned and I bit my lip. ‘Xander I can’t trust you. Do you understand that we can’t be more than friend?’ The words hurt to say. He nodded and said.

‘Dy, it’s fine I shouldn’t have your dating my best mate for god sakes.’ I smiled and kissed him on the cheek before opening the door and slipping from the room. I should be happy we are friends. I’m friends with Alexander Radcliff, then why do I get the feeling that it’s a mistake. I cheated on Jesse and he’s okay with that. He didn’t seem to flinch because I went right back into his arms and he let me. Why did Xander wait a year to start telling me he never stop loving me? I’d find myself wandering down the stairs and into the kitchen. I made myself some toast and Xander came wondering back in. ‘Dy, right lets just forget the last ten minutes and stick to our plan.’  I looked up at him and I saw him pouting slightly. The corner of my mouth curled up as I said.

‘Fine by me. So, let’s see before all the mess you were teaching me the guitar.’ He raised his eyebrows and said.

‘Out of everything we’ve ever done together that’s the thing you want to do.’ I nodded and he rolled his eyes. ‘You’re a weird girl.’ I stuck my tongue out at him and he walked out the room.

I had finished my toast by the time he was back. He had his guitar strum over his back and I smiled and clapped my hands together. A smirk had crossed his face as he stood there leaning against the door. I jumped of the stood and taking his hand I pulled him into the living room. I bounced on to the sofa and Xander took his guitar off before sitting down next to me. ‘do you actually want to learn guitar or hear my amazing guitar skills.’ I rolled my eyes and said.

‘I like guitars, but I guess I kind of preferred you to sing,’ he smiled, before his hand strums the guitar. He looked at me through his lashes and smirked at me.

‘so, you like my singer.’

‘you’ve known that forever, but I wished you sing in front of a crowd.’

‘only for you sweetheart.’ I felt heat travel to my cheeks and he strummed the guitar. ‘fine.’ I smiled.

His hand started strumming and his eyes were on his fingers and he began to sing.

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl

your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world

You walk my way, oh God it's so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,

It makes me feel so small,

Why do I blow my lines, most every time,

Like I've got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,

I'd fly you to the stars and back again.

'cause every time you touch my hand,

you feel my powers running through your veins.

But I can only write this song,

And tell you that I'm not that strong.

'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am, ohh yeah, deladum, delai,

it ain't no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,

Each time, that I try, it gets a little more unreal,

You say my name, oh God I can't stop shaking

So why do I disappear when you come near,

It makes me feel so small,

If I could read your mind,

Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,

I'd fly you to the stars and back again.

'cause every time you touch my hand,

you feel my powers running through your veins.

But I can only write this song,

And tell you that I'm not that strong.

Cause I'm no superman,

I hope you like me as I am - ladadadi,  Yeah woahhhh, woahhh, yeah, babadadadiii- , woahhh, woahh

If I could be a superman,

I'd fly you to the stars and back again.

'Cause every time you touch my hand,

I feel my powers running through your veins.

But I can only write this song,

And tell you that I'm not that strong.

'cause I'm no supermaaaan, ohhh

I hope you like me as I am.

Ladum, deladum, delai...

‘out of all the songs in the world you play that one.’ I could feel my heart beating faster and faster. Xander knew my flaws and I didn’t like it. He knew that I glared at him and he looked at me and said.

‘not a good idea.’ I shook my head. I had my first kiss when this song was playing.

‘I, I, I, need to go.’ Xander caught my hand and he pulled me in front of him.

‘I’m sorry.’ He murmured. I ripped my hand from his hold and ran from the room.