Only Time Can Tell (Going through editing) ✔

Fix Me (16)

Like my new cover it was done by BethsylersDremInc i really love it. So thanks and i kind of feel bad because this chapter is so short and crap i mean it's only one and a bit pages on word.

Okay the thing is i have no idea what i'm going to write so, anyone had any ideas. The next chapter will be set on a Monday so, what do you think should happen at school?

Also, ryan will be going home, but do people want me to bring him back?

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I open the door and find Ryan standing there. He hands me a cup of tea and pushes me to the bed. I sit down and he sits down next to me. He places his arm around me and more tears fall down my face.

‘So, did you break-up with Jesse?’ I nodded and he pulls me closer. ‘Then, why are you upset.’

‘Ryan you can be a dick sometimes. I did love him, but he wasn’t right for me. I also got in this huge fight with Xander.’ I place the mug on the table and let Ryan’s arms wrap around me. He kissed me on the head and pulled me closer to him.

‘Think about it high school relationships never work.’ I hit him on the arm and curl up to him. ‘Wrong thing to say.’ I nod and he kisses me on the head. There’s a knock on the door and I look up and saw Xander.

‘Don’t shout. Ryan can I have a word with your sister.’ He looks at me and walks out the room. Xander takes the place next to me. ‘I’m sorry, I should have thought about you more.’ I kissed him on the cheek. ‘So, you forgive me.’

‘Nope.’ His mouth fell open in confusion. ‘Yet. Xander you’ve hurt me more than once.’ He holds his hand out.

‘Hey I’m Alexander and it’s nice to meet you.’ The corner of my mouth turns up and I roll my eyes and flung my arms around his neck. ‘What’s this for.’

‘I miss your hugs.’

‘You’ve said that before.’ I laugh into his shoulder. I pull away from him, but my face was inches from his face. His lips brushed mine and I kissed him back. Heart travels to my cheeks as I feel my heartbeat increase. His lips are rough as he hungrily kisses me. His hand travels to my inner thigh and I let out a small moan. The sparks rushing through my body makes be face reality. I pull away from him and, then say.

‘Xander, I’m going to stop hugging you. And You're going to stop with the flirty comments. Jesse and I just broke up. I don’t want to be having any sort of relationship with you. I’m sorry, we can be friends though.’ He slowly nods and kisses me on the cheek before walking out the room. I take a deep breath and I look at my reflection. My eyes are slightly red and my skin is white. I look like a scared little girl.

I have no idea what I’m doing. At fifteen my heart is ripped out and was only fixed when Jesse came along, but now it’s broken again and this time its Xander coming a long to fix it. I don’t trust him with my heart, but I need someone to love me. He hurt me. Why can’t I hurt him? I just don’t know.

My phone rang and I look at the number to see my daddy’s number to flash across the screen. I accept the call and place it to my ear.

‘Hey daddy.’

‘Hey kid. Sorry we haven’t been able to call.’

‘Don’t worry. How’s your trip?’

‘It’s good and anything I should know.’ My eyes flicker around the room and I take a deep breath.

‘Jesse and I broke up.’

‘Are you okay kid. What happened?’

‘I’m not going to tell you. Anyways Ryan and Xander have been nice to me.’

‘Sorry what he’s being nice to you.’ I smiled and, then said.

‘Yes and Ryan told me about your bet. And dad I can’t believe you would go that low.’ He lets out a small chuckle.

‘So, it’s not going to happen. Good news for me that boy is wrong for you.’ I roll my eyes. ‘Now where’s your brother.’

‘Not sure.’

‘Well, I better go. I’ll call you in a few days.’

‘Bye daddy I love you.’

‘Love you to kid.’ With that he hung up and I feel a smile come to my face. I run the brush through my hair and I look in the mirror. My hair hanging around my shoulders, my eyes were glazed with tears. Once whipping them I gave myself a weak smile and stand up. I walk to my tea and its gone cold. Taking a deep breath I gulp the tea in once and my mouth and fill the cold liquid running down my throat. I take a deep breath and leave the room only to collide with another body.