DIARY OF A WORTHLESS CUTTER
Chapter 4: Fuck
Oli.
"I'm coooooold Oli." Josh whines.
"Well I'm hungry. Let's get dressed and I'll bribe Roni so she lets you leave so we can go to Six and get The Horizon." I say with a smirk.
"OKAY!" He shrieks and hops up, before falling down.
"Holy fucking cunt wads my arse hurts like bloody hell." Josh whimpers.
"I could carry you." I offer, and start to get dressed. Once I'm finished I help my boyfriend get dressed.
"Thank God." He mutters when I pick him up bridal style.
I unlock the door and walk down the hallway. Josh snuggled into my neck shyly. Soon we reached the front room and I saw Roni lying on her stomach with a pencil in hand and a sketchbook on the floor as she bit her lip.
"Yo Mrs. Barakat." Josh hollers, making her drop her pencil.
"What Fransykes?" She spits, narrowing her eyes. Whoa, she's not the same as she was earlier.
"Oli has Jack's number." He exclaims.
"Cool." Roni says and picks up her pencil.
"She's bipolar." Josh whispers in my ear.
Ohhhhh yeahhh.
"I'll call Jack and you can talk to him if you let me take Josh out on a date." I offer, taking my phone out of my pocket.
"DEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She shrieks and I click on my contact list.
Going to Jack Barakat I click send. Putting it on speakerphone it rings.
"Hey, Sykes." Jack answers and Roni's eyes widen.
"Holy mother of fucking skittle cunts. J-jack B-Barakat." Roni squeaks and Josh chuckles.
Did her eyes just- holy shit they changed color.
"Hey Jack, I was wondering if you could do me a favor." I say, scratching the back of my neck.
"Of course, man. What is it?" He asks.
"Josh is in a psych ward and I want to take him out on a date. But I need to bribe the nurse- who is one of Josh's friends- first. She's a Hustler. And well I said I'd let her talk to you." I explain.
"Ooooohhhhh Oli's going on a date. Yeah I'll talk to her. She's a fan so of course I will." Jack says.
"Here she is. Her name is Roni." I tell him and hand the frozen female my phone.
"Roni, you need to speak." Josh explains.
"H-hi." She stutters out.
"Hello. I'm Jack." The guitarist chuckles.
"Holy fuck. Josh grab my bucket list, wait your ass is sore from fucking Oli. Oliver go grab my bucket list. Josh knows where it is." Roni demands.
"It's on her desk. Next to her colored pencils and her nail polish." Josh instructs and I walk over to where he nodded. I pick up the notebook. Bringing it over to her, she mouths thanks. Then scribbles on a piece of paper. Roni hands it to me.
It was a permission slip saying Josh could leave for a few hours.
"So Jack, is Alex a good kisser?" She giggles.
"The best." Jack responds with a laugh.
"Knew it! How awkward was it when you guys did the Full Frontal photo shoot?" Roni asks, biting her lip.
"It was so awkward; the photographer was a pedo I swear! He was all like Alexander, you need to wear tighter underwear. Jackson- not even my fucking name- pose with that box of Twinkies, it'll look hot. Zackary flex those sexy muscles. Rian stay right there. Made me think we were making a porno." He groans.
"Ha, ha, one time I was on tumblr and I saw a meme that said Jack Barakat owns more of my bras than I do. Laughed for legit an hour. Then my roommate Skye- she is in love with Alex- walked into my room and was all like, why the fuck are you laughing like an idiot? Did Jack tweet something funny?! And I was like no, but I'm pretty sure with all the bras he has he could start his own Victoria's Secret." The blue haired girl says, earning herself a laugh from Jack.
"I could. I seriously could." Jack agrees and then they both were laughing.
"Team Jackoni!" Josh screams, and I walk out.
"JOSHUA I AM SO KICKING YOUR ASS WHEN YOU GET BACK HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She shrieks as we leave.
"I hope you realize I'm gonna fuck you in our tree house. You're bottoming and that's final." He says in my ear.
"But then my arse would hurt." I complain. Bottoming scares me, I've never actually bottomed before.
"Mine feels like I got fucked sideways." Josh whines.
"Have you ever well you know before?" I ask awkwardly as I walk to Six, cuddling the smaller boy to me.
"Totally." He scoffs, clearly lying.
"I fucking took your virginity!" I giggle happily.
"Did you just giggle? And maybe you might have." Josh says softly, blushing scarlet.
"Hell yes I took yo' fucking v-card!" I sing and walk into the familiar cafe.
"Oliver, Joshua! Long time no see!" The owner, who I never remembered the name of, greets.
"Still remember what we get?" I ask and she nods. I walk to our table. I put Josh on my lap. He sucks a sharp breath in through his teeth.
"Ow." He mutters and grabs my hand. I move him so he was straddling me.
"I love you." I say, kissing him hungrily. He growls and kisses me back. I hear a quiet giggle and the clatter of plates setting on the table. Josh pulls away when he smelt the curly fries that he probably haven't had in years. With a small growl he turns and takes his fries.
"Thanks Liv." Josh mumbles with a mouthful of fries.
"You're welcome Joshua." She says with a smile and walks away. I saw a teenage girl that looked familiar slide over a $20 to the brunette with a sigh. Oh, yeah that's Liv's daughter!
"These are so good." My boyfriend moans.
"I know right." I say, putting some of the caramel topped ice cream in my mouth.
"I love these fries. I would fucking marry these if I could." Josh chuckles, licking salt from his fingers.
Josh had already eaten both his curly fries and mine. Half our The Horizon was gone, and he had drunk some of my grape soda.
"You ate my fries." I whimper, feeling like a kicked puppy.
"I was hungry." He defends, looking up at me with his big puppy eyes.
"Damn your ability to do that. Damn it to the bottom of Lake Ontario." I grumble, shaking my head.
"Lake Ontario? Is that in America? Sounds weird." Josh says, wrinkling his nose as he slurps down some Dr. Pepper.
"Lake Ontario is on the American-Canadian border." I inform and eat the remainder of ice cream.
"Oh. LIV CAN I SIGN THE TABLE?" He yells, pulling a Sharpie out of seemingly nowhere.
"OF COURSE!" Liv yells back.
He scribbles his signature on it and then hands the marker to me.
"Aw what the hell." I shrug and sign next to his.
Josh takes back his Sharpie and looks at me expectantly.
"Love, are you paying?" Josh whisper yells.
"Of course." I answer and put a fifty on the table.
"I think I can walk Oli." He protests when I go to pick him up.
"If you say so." I say and he stands up.
"Bye Liv, Nelly." Josh smiles.
"Bye Joshua!" The girls chorus, waving as we walk out the door.
"Can I hold your hand?" He asks a little while later.
"I don't know, can you?" I reply and smirk at him.
"Ugh." Josh huffs and wraps his smaller hand around my larger one.
I start to swing our hands and soon we arrive at Josh's house. We go into the joint backyard. My house being next door. I bought it a few years ago, so that if I ever came to visit I would have my house back.
"Josh, mum said no sex when she's home..." I tell him when we get to the tree house.
"But she didn't say anything about the tree house... Right?" Josh asks nervously.
"Nope." I say after a short pause.
"Good, now clothes off." He commands, already having his shirt off.
I comply with his demands and soon he was on me, hungrily kissing me as I walked backwards. He shoves me backwards and detaches our lips. I land on his bed and Josh drags his eyes up and down my exposed body- looking for something.
"My scars are hidden by my tats babe." I say when I realize what he was looking for.
"I love your tattoos." Josh growls and pounces on me.
To think we were nothing more than best mates yesterday. Josh was a virgin and I was thinking about him. Now we're fucking each other in our tree house.
Josh trails his mouth over my chest, kissing down to my crotch. He hesitates with a sexy smirk. My hips wanted to buck up- needing his touch. Josh looks up as if he didn't know what to do. Innocence twinkled in his eyes and I gasp when I realized he actually didn't know what to do.
"Open your mouth." I instruct, and he obeys.
"Now take me in your mouth." I command.
Josh does what I said and I buck up a bit. He started to bob his head a little.
"Oh my fuck." I moan and he giggles, making pleasurable vibrations around me.
I decide he wasn't going down enough so I shove his head down- making him deep throat me. His eyes light up as if he had an idea. Josh takes most of me out of his mouth then starts to suck hard on the tip. I moan loudly and my hips begin to buck up at him.
He removes his mouth and crashes his lips to mine. I kiss him back hungrily. Happily, I slide my tongue into Josh's mouth. His hand encases my member and he starts to pump me. My hands knot themselves into his hair.
"Jo- oh my bloody fuck." Mrs. Franceschi squeaks, making us shoot apart.
"Mum!" We chorus, and I cover myself with a pillow
"Well this is awkward as fuck." She observes.
"Ha, ha no shit Mum." Josh giggles.
"That's my boys. Getting it in!" Mum teases.
"Actually we weren't, already done." I correct, with a smirk.
"Well did Josh bottom? From the fan fiction I have read, he bottoms." She states.
"You read fan fiction about us, Mum?" Josh and I question at once.
"Hell yes! Roni loves that shit, can't blame her. It's pretty addictive." Mum laughs.
"I, Joshua Franceschi, bottomed." Josh says proudly.
