DIARY OF A WORTHLESS CUTTER
Chapter 11: Kiss And Tell
Roni.
"Damn, I wished that they organized the booths alphabetically! Jesus this is fucking with my OCD so bad." I complain, laying my head down on Jack's shoulder and lazily looking ahead.
"Sorry, if you want me to I could write a strongly worded letter." Jack offers with that douche bag smirk I found oh so sexy.
"Baradouche." I mutter and he laughs loudly.
"Baradouche!?" He exclaims through his laughter as I put my ear buds in my phone.
"I'm putting my headphones in." I tell him and he nods.
I put the Hello Kitty headphones in my ears and hit the play button. One of my favorite You Me At Six songs starts to blast in my ears, it's Lover Boy yeah buddy!
Hell had you by the throat.
You never got to heaven but you got real close.
Your past has you in a choke hold
But you deserve it from what I've been told.
Call my bluff, say, "What do you want?"
I'm looking down at you from the top.
I beg for attention in small doses.
Leave the scene smelling of dead roses.
Loverboy, you play those hearts like toys.
Don't you feel bad, don't you feel bad, feel bad for them?
This is your night with arms wide open.
I'm the option you shouldn't have chosen.
Scared of the dark, the door's wide open.
This is the night you'll regret in the morning.
Loverboy, you play those hearts like toys.
Don't you feel bad, don't you feel bad, feel bad for them?
Given the choice would you do it again?
Of course I would, of course I should,
Well, I'm your friend, friend with benefits.
Loverboy, you play those hearts like toys.
Don't you feel bad, don't you feel bad, feel bad for them?
Given the choice would you do it again?
Of course I would, of course I should,
Well, I'm your friend, friend with benefits.
Before I know it my ear buds were being taken out and Jack was staring at me in amazement. So was Josh and Bring Me The Horizon. Their mouths were dropped open. I hit the pause button as the song ends.
"What did I miss?" I ask curiously.
"You can sing?!" Jack, my brother and Oli exclaim at once.
"Fuck no. I am the worst singer!" I say truthfully.
"You were just singing along to Lover Boy. Damn girl! Why the fuck didn't you tell us?" Josh demands.
"Because I can't sing!" I answer angrily.
"Put your ear buds back in and sing along with whatever song that plays." Jack encourages and I sigh before complying with his wishes.
I smirk as I hear the familiar song- Kiss Me Again by We Are The In Crowd ft. Alex Gaskarth. I close my eyes and imagine myself alone.
"I gotta say something I've been thinking about.
I can't wait to lay around with you.
And tell you all the secrets I've been keeping to myself.
It's been awhile since I've felt butterflies.
Do you feel the same way too?
If every single second could last that much longer.
Would you hold me?
And kiss me again underneath the moonlight.
You're more than a friend, oh.
I knew it from the first sight, yeah.
Hold me, feel my heart beat.
Put your arms around me.
And kiss me again.
And kiss me again.
I gotta say I wasn't expecting you
To come this way and fall into my arms.
And now I know I can't deny this feeling any longer.
I close my eyes, I can't stop thinking about you.
Crack a smile, I just can't lose.
At a mile a minute my heart beats to the limit when I'm with you.
