Hello lovely people who thought to take note of this book. I am Scarlet Jones , fan of romantic novels, after reading many awesome romantic stories my brain sank in my heart and these beautiful stories took birth in this lovely book ' Love me till e...
I locked the door of my house and slumped on my bed crying hard on my poor destiny. It's so difficult to accept that Liam forgot our love of past twelve years just like that. He broke down my heart mercilessly and betrayed me for another girl.
Why it's me who is suffering this tremendous pain though I loved him so much? I was there for him in every good and bad phase then why did he do it with me god? Why couldn't he stay faithful to me? I can't see my life without him and there he slept with Greta shamelessly.
I think I am not born to get happiness, Yes, this is it. I shouldn't expect anything good will ever happen in my life. My life is fucked up. I have no strength to drag this life with all the memories I breathed with Liam and how he made me devastated in no time.
Crying and sobbing constantly I reached the terrace of my building. I shut my eyes tightly as I stood near the edge where I think I can jump down. My heart pounded so hard and I exhaled long breath sweating profusely. This time I cried even more as deadly images of my body in pool of blood started scaring hell out of me. My bad, I don't have guts to end my life, at least not like this. I sighed disappointingly. I should find easy way to die.
I came back to my room and started thinking; I wanted to die anyway but how? I think...........sleeping pills can help me out. I had them in my cupboard, I had brought them for my grandma with doctor's prescription as she had sleeping issue but then she passed away year ago. I opened the cupboard with my trembling hands. How many times I have read and heard about suicide cases but I really wonder how they could do it, why the thought of dying is so intimidating me.
Oh god, you never showed pity on me when that bitch succeeded in taking my Liam from me; at lease give me some courage to end my own life. Finally I managed to pick out the bottle from the cupboard; tears were flooding down and making my vision blurry. I wiped it off my tears and stared at the pills on my palm. When finally I decided to take it down my throat, my mobile vibrated loudly on table. Damn whoever is calling me!
I decided to pick up the call, it was Karen, my best friend. Now I am in trouble. I shouldn't pick up her call otherwise she will instantly guess that I am upset. Heck! I am not only upset but preparing myself for suicide. But then I will be no more in this world after few minutes; I should talk to her for last time.
"Hey, Becca.....Open the door, I am standing outside your home. Can't you hear the doorbell?" She shouted on the phone making me cringed.
"Sorry, coming, wait" I replied to her.
I groaned ending the call as all the courage I gathered before awhile to die; went in vain.
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"What is this becca? How dare you to take such mad decision?" Karen seethed angrily when I told her my story. I tried my best not to tell her but she is such a detective type. Very sharp and observant!
"You won't understand my pain Karen. No one can understand how I am feeling right now; I am broken badly inside, I have no reason to live. First mom-dad left me, then grandma and then......." I burst out into tears before I can complete. Karen rushed to my side and held me into her arms. I whimpered on her shoulders as the heaviness was increasing inside my chest, the pain I was feeling was endless, and it won't stop till I am alive.
"I am sorry for shouting on you becca. But promise me you won't think about dying. Where is my strong becca who was always supportive to me when I was depressed because of my disease?
Do not forget, when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry; Remember that............Umm remember that....." Oh oh! , she easily forgets that line.
"God has given you a thousand reasons to smile." I completed as we laughed together.
"Trust me becca, I will give you reason to smile, just keep smiling and laughing like this....you look pretty when you laugh such carefree." She said patting my head lightly.
"Unfortunately, I don't look pretty enough to Liam." A lone tear escaped from my moisten eyes.
"Oh dear, just forget about that cheap bastard, you are my best friend becca, I would not let you cry for that monkey again. So stop crying and move on with dignity. Ok?"
"Ok" I nodded.
"That's like my girl." She said smiling and hugged me.
To be continued....
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