CONNECTED G.D.

Chapter 13

Raubs Pov:

I tried to sneak into the apartment when I heard his bedroom door open. "Well hello there, nice of you to come home. " he said. "James im sorry I should have called you" I apologized. "No shit. You should have. I was so worried about you. what happened? Where were you?" he said actually really worried. "Whoa James. I am so sorry. I didn't know you would worry this much about it. I was with Grayson last night, I showed him my scars and everything James. I told him everything and he didnt look at me like I was broken. He told me i was still beautiful. James he cares about me." I said. "thats so great Rain!" James ran and hugged me super tight.

"Did you guys uuuhhh...." " No james we didn't. I think I wanted to to. But im not sure if I'm ready. What if I go into a panic attack and freak him out. He still hasn't seen my panic attack Ethan did. Ethan tried to act like he wasn't freaked out but he was.." I said

"Rain you have to open up. I have been on your side since day one but now I'm not going to keep letting HIM ruin your life. You need to take your life into your own hands. You know I love you and your my girl but now I have to share you with someone who deserves you. You deserve each other. You earned it Rain" he said

" I LOVE HIM" I blurted out. That felt good to tell someone.

"I know I can see it all over your face when you guys are together and when you talk about him. I am so happy for you two" He said.

"Now tell me about you and Tyler" I said.

Me and James stayed up all night and cuddled and watched our favorite movies all night. He told me about his relationship with Tyler and how sweet he was. Apparently Tyler plays soccer and invited us to his game next week. I was so excited for him and Tyler. They met at some makeup event even though Tyler cant do makeup to save his life.

"James I love you and you are my best friend" I said with love in my voice.

"Oh I know sister. I love you too" he said "Ready to film a video together?"

" Of course" I said.

We filmed a few videos together. Some were for my fans and some for his. We filmed a Q&A where I was a little more open with my fans. We talked about life and played with makeup. I even opened up some PR boxes that I never open. I just kept looking at them like one day I would be happy enough to receive them. I just wanted to be deserving of them. James understood that and didnt push me but I got so much amazing things. I even followed some fans on twitter. It was such a good weekend for me and James. Right now it felt like life was going right.

"James I forgot to tell you I'm going to be going on vacation with Gray and Ethan. Grayson is surprising me on where we are going." I said. I was a little nervous for the trip myself.

"That means shopping!" He said