Who to Choose? ~BadBoy!Suga X Fem!Reader X Player!RM~

Chapter 40 - I Love You

Here's a little treat for y'all. Hope you enjoy.

Your POV
That evening

I stared in utter disbelief as the duffle bags were set on the counter. Suga looked sheepishly at me as he rubbed the back of his head.

"Why the actual fuck did you do this yourself? Is this why you bought me the bike?"

"After you flipped, I answered a call on your phone from the boss..."

I lay a hand on the table. "Why?"

"Because you almost died and that man wouldn't care," he said quietly, still unable to meet my eyes. "When he explained that you had to almost die and that your action was 'spectacular,' I got mad. When I grabbed your phone the other day, I deleted and blocked his number."

"Suga, you can't just do that. What would have happened if he refused to give me the money unless I raced again? I didn't even have a bike." I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. "I appreciate you caring that much, but what if he had killed you, too? What would I have done then?"

Suga sighs, looking at his feet. "I'm sorry. I wanted you out of it."

I shake my head, then lift his chin. "What's done is done. I just don't want you to be so reckless. Imagine the pain you would cause. To Taehyung, to... me. I would hurt if you got hurt because of me."

He smiles, cupping my cheek. "I would die for you. It's not hard to die. The thing is, I would also live for you. I would do anything for you, (Y/N).

He paused, taking a deep breath and staring deeply into my eyes.

"Why?"

He took a shuddering breath. "Because I love you."

My brain practically shut down. "W-What?"

"I said... I love you."

Author POV

He wrapped an arm around you and pulled you close, still cupping your face with the other hand. "Can I kiss you?"

You paused before nodding, unsure as to why. He pulled your bodies completely flush and laid his lips on yours. You put your hands on his chest, feeling the cool leather underneath your fingertips. He moves his lips, lightly sucking at yours. You go opposite to him, gripping his collar. You lick his lip first. He pulls back for a moment to look at you with hooded eyes before crashing his lips back onto yours. You both open your lips at the same time, moving your tongues. He groans before moving his hands down, resting on my thighs.

"Jump," he said breathlessly onto your lips.

You jumped, wrapping your legs around his torso. You cup his face and move your tongue again, savoring the taste of him. He carries you to his bedroom and lies you down. He crawls on top of you, your tongues still fighting. He rips off his jacket and tosses it off somewhere. Then he removes yours, also discarding it. He pulls his lips away from yours, leaving you groaning for more. His lips leave electrictiy wherever they kiss on your neck, the light touch of his fingers making you needy.

"Suga," you moan, gripping his shoulders.

He pulls away only to pull off his shirt, showing his beautiful skin and, surprisingly, chiseled chest. He slips his hands under your shirt, earning a shiver from you. His fingers are rough from years of riding, but they glide over your skin effortlessly. He removes the shirt and tosses it off the bed. You flush as his eyes trail down you body, various bruises and scars covering it.

"Perfect," he whispers, resting his hands on your hips.

You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him close into yet another passionate kiss. He pulls your back up to undo your bra, which he ends up fumbling a little with. You don't mind nor register it, too busy drowning in him. He finally removes the garment, dropping it off the side of the bed. You pull your bodies flush, wanting more of his heat. You moan onto his lips, sending shivers down his spine. He pulls back to look you in the eyes.

"Are you absolutely sure?" he asks.

You nod without hesitation. "Please."

He reaches into the bedside table and pulls out what you both need. He pulls down your jeans slowly, soon leaving you in only his boxers.

"You look so sexy in my clothes," he says, gliding down your torso.

You're panting as his fingers slide down, lower and lower. You look up when he pulls off the last bit of clothing. He coats his fingers in the lube, slowly putting one in. You groan from the new sensation and grasp his shoulders. He slowly moves it, getting you slowly used to it before adding another. Your breath shakes as he keeps slowly moving, the sound reaching your ears. You bite your lip before meeting his eyes, closing them tightly when he adds another finger.

"S-Suga!" you gasp, marking his shoulders with your intense grip.

He pauses before gliding over a spot, making your body tense so quickly that you cry out. You tremble as he moves over it again, making a knot form in your stomach before it releases, only to be stimulated again.

"Wh-What is that? Ah!"

He smirks, bringing your lips to his. You both nearly melt into them as he keeps rubbing the same spot. You try as hard as you can to keep your moans quiet, making whining sounds that excite Suga. You pull back, a loud moan escaping your lips as your entire body tenses, gasping and begging for him to pause as he keeps torturing the sensitive area. You release his shoulders, hands finding the sheets as your back arches, moans breaking through any sentences you could make. Suga slowly pulls his fingers out, giving you just the smallest moment to breathe. You try to catch your breath as he removes his pants, already completely hard. He slips the condom on before positioning in front of you. You grab his arms that have set next to your head as you nod, unable to form a logical phrase.

"Oh, fuck," he whispers, sliding in.

You were slick from what he'd done earlier, but still plenty tight. You kept holding your breath as he moved slowly in, unable to stop the discomfort that came with it. The elation from before was still there, however, making you able to bear it. He moaned low and into your ear, making you shake. You whimpered as he finally stopped moving, making you so full that you almost asked him to pull out. The way his shoulders rolled above you made you unable to look away from him.

Until he hit that spot again.

Your back arched as the shock coursed through your body, moans passing your lips. You tried to quiet it somehow, biting your lip, but he didn't allow it. He met your lips and forced them open, your tongues battling. You moaned onto his lips, slowly losing to him. Then he started rolling his hips in just the right way, completely blowing you away. You made muffled sounds as he kissed away any worries. Your bodies moved in perfect sync, both of you moaning as the other did. He pulled away from your lips and went to your neck, lightly sucking. He would occasionally pause as you made him shiver, then continue as you moaned even louder.

"S-Suga, I'm--" your sentence ended before it could really start, the high pitch even in your breathing.

"Me too," he breathlessly replied.

Both of you could feel the knots in your stomach getting tighter and tighter. Yours unraveled first, leading to you trembling as you cried out. He sharply sucked in when he felt you tighten around him, moaning himself as he released. You groaned and arched toward him, still holding his arms. You were both panting after the round, unable to leave the position you were both in.

"That was..." he pants, unable to finish.

"Agreed," you whisper, finally releasing his arms.

You sharply inhale as he pulls out, falling onto the bed next to you. He leans off the edge for a moment before coming back. Both of you are still panting. Exhausted from what you had done, both of you fell asleep within minutes.

So, I apologize for the shorter chapter, but I'm just gonna say this. I CAN'T WRITE SMUT FOR MORE THAN A THOUSAND WORDS, THAT'S HARD (pun intended).

I hope you enjoyed the little round between you and Suga! I'll see you in the next chapter! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!