It Started With Joy - A Schoolboy Q Fanfic

Chapter 17

Q's POV

The next morning, I woke up to my baby's sad eyes.

"Good morning daddy." she said sadly.

"Good morning Joy." I said picking her up and sitting her on my bed. Knowing she was down about I said "I promise, I'll be back soon. I love you so much and believe that this is all for you."

She started to tear up. "But daddy, I don't want you to leave."

I held her close to me, because I didn't want to leave either. As much as I wish I could stay, I knew I had to go so I could provide for my family. This was always the hardest part of going on tour, I hate leaving my baby.

"It's going to be okay Joy, I promise. You have Tina and she'll take good care of you until I get back ." I said trying to comfort her. It worked.

She started to calm down, still holding on to me. I started to think of Tina, I needed to talk to her before I left. I went to Tina's room and knocked on the door with Joy still attached to my upper half. She answered after a long while. She even looked great in the morning. She had on a black sports bra and black boy shorts and her hair was a mess but it was sexy.

"Good morning Q. Good morning Joy." she said with a smile and turning to go back into her room.

'Holy fuck' I thought. Stunned by her beauty and her body. I had no words.

"Good morning Tina!" Joy said excitedly. She ran over to her and sat on the bed. Tina looked at me.

"Q? You okay?" she said smiling.

"Uhh.. yeah.. uhh g..good morning" I stuttered.

"You need to talk or something?" she said reminding me of why I was here.

"Yes, actually. Joy, I need to talk to Tina privately about my schedule. I'll be out faster than you can say chicken nugget." I said smiling.

"Okay daddy!" she said running out and down the stairs.

I just stared at Tina, again at a loss for words.

"Yes?" she said laughing. "See something you like?"

"Pshh don't tempt me." I said half kidding. "But I came in here to let you know that, I really do have feelings for you and you make me happy. I made a vow to myself to tell you the truth and so thats what I'll do, right now."

She sighed, as if preparing for bad news. "Okay then. Go ahead."

I became concerned, so I sat next to her on the bed and placed her hand in mine. I titled her head up towards mine and looked into her eyes. "Look, I know I may seem like the type to be unfaithful and dishonest but I can assure you that I'm not. Honestly, I'm not asking for anything more than your time at this point. I just want you to give me a chance. Not a relationship. Not benefits. Just a chance. A chance to know the real you. A chance to hear about your past. A chance to be a part of your future." she squeezed my hand tight and bowed her head. "I'm not saying this is love or that it ever will be, but I want you in my life. I want your trust and your care. I want to give you happiness. You deserve it, superwoman." she had nothing to say. "I'm going to be on my way to Texas in an hour." she got up and wrapped her arms around my neck and I wrapped mine around her waist and held her tight. I didn't wanna let her go but I had to. She said nothing but she let me go, as if reading my mind. I kissed her forehead, pecked her on the cheek and walked out the door, I took one last look behind me, met Tina's sad eyes one last time and closed the door behind me.