ASTR (a tobeone love story)

Chapter Forty-Seven

(A/N: yay! I have songs for this chapter! Vote and comment! love you all!<3)

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Songs for this chapter:

One and Only -Adele

Say Something -A Great Big World

Talking To The Moon -Bruno Mars

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*Rebecca's POV*

I woke up in my own bed. I was slightly confused with my surroundings, I forgot I went home. The morning sunlight was shinning through my windows.

I got out of my bed and moved to the only bathroom in my house, which is in the hall. I brushed my teeth, combed my hair, and made sure to clean in between my braces.

I can't wait to get them off. I have top and bottom, they didn't hurt that much. But I keep talking a little weird and I keep scratching up my mouth. I'm just not used to them yet.

I walked all the way back to my room and threw on black high waisted shorts, a grey shirt that says "You're just jealous", and my marvel superhero vans and pulled my hair in a bun.

I walked to the kitchen and my mom was sitting in the dining room, sipping on her hot coffee and flipping through the newspaper.

"Morning mama!" I cheered as I entered the dining room. "Good morning honey. Slept well?" she asked and I nodded, smiling.

I walked into the kitchen and took out a bowl and a glass cup. I opened the cereal box, Apple Jacks, and poured it in the bowl. And pour milk in the cup. I never have milk with cereal. I have milk and cereal. I never mix them.

My mom came in when I was taking a seat on the stool by the island and she smiled, "Oh honey, before I forget, the three musketeers should be here in an hour." I looked at her with a confused look on my face. "Musketeers?" I asked her and she laughed. "Kayla, Kyle, and Justin." she said and I laughed. "Oh"

After breakfast I walked back to my bedroom and made my bed. I couldn't help myself so I pulled out my phone and texted Mikey immediately.

-Heey baby. I miss u! Hanging out with friends today lmao, What r u up to? (:-

It was a dumb move, because it's 10:28 in the morning on east coast, so it's 7:28 on the west coast. He's not up, he's not a morning person at all. But I didn't care if it was a wrong move, he'll eventually see it, and answer me back.

I just miss him so much, more then anyone will ever know. I miss his laugh, hugs, but kisses the most. I long for one of he's amazing kisses. He's soft, warm lips pressed against mine. The way he grabs onto my waist and pulls me close. When I place my hands on his head and roam through his hair, savoring the passionate kiss, the taste of his minty breath.

I miss it all. I miss him, I miss the way his arms tighten around my waist when we kiss. The way he can make me smile when I'm feeling sad. The numb sensation when he rubs my exposed skin under the line of my shirt, whenever it shows. I love the way he can give me goosebumps when he holds my hand, and I get that funny feeling when he roams my mouth, a good, interesting funny feeling. He is the only one that can make me feel that, I know he's the only one that will ever make me feel like that.

I love the way that we both went a little too far, and too fast...

"His thrust-like movements became harder and his gentle kisses became ferocious as he smashed his lips against mine once more. It got a little weird when I felt the hardness in his pants pressing against me, but I did nothing about it... because I didn't want to it stop. His tongue then pressed into my mouth and explored inside.

He pulled his shirt off and I broke our kiss. He just stayed silence and watching my fingers trace his abs and with every touch, I gave myself goose bumps. He moved me off of him and we were both standing. He pushed me, softy, to his wall by the tv and picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist and I placed my hands on his neck. He put one knee up so I can stay in that position, he started unbuttoning my shirt, but Nicolette knock on his door which meant his parents just got here..."

Every time I think about that day, I get chills and a tingling feeling inside. I couldn't believe we did that. I know we weren't going to go any farther. I shouldn't have done that, we shouldn't have done that. Well, not until we both knew that we were committed.

I was taken out of my thoughts when the door bell rang, indicating that my three friends have arrived.

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"So whatcha wanna do?" I asked them. "Let's go to the park! We can play two on two!" Justin suggested. "Basketball?" Kayla asked and Justin nodded. "Okay. Girls verses boys." Kyle said and I smirked. "Game on."

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After an hour of playing, the girls needed one more shot and we would win. I was dribbling the ball and tried to pass it to kayla but someone picked me up by the waist, and Kayla was about to get the ball but Kyle picked her up by the waist too.

"Justin! Not fair ass!" I yelled and Justin started laughing. "We won though!" He said.

"Because you guys cheated!" yelled Kayla as she hit Kyle's chest to let her down. "Noo" Kyle responded and justin and I laughed. "Put me down!" I yelled as I kicked Justin.

Justin laughed and nodded his head. He place me on the floor and patted me on the head. I stuck my tongue out at him and Kyle placed Kayla on the floor too.

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I got home about 10 at night because we went to eat some ice cream after our cheated game.

I changed into grey sweatpants and Mikey's tshirt that I never gave back. I pulled out my phone and checked my text messages. Nothing. Nothing from Mikey at all. I sent him a text early this morning. He didn't even read it.

Why didn't he answer? Did I do something? I know he's recording now, maybe he didn't answer because he's been busy all day. Maybe he just didn't see it and he'll answer me later tonight. I tried to think of reasons why he didn't answer me for, but something just didn't feel right.