I LOVE YOU, BUT. . .

CHAPTER 14- I LOVE YOU, BUT. . .

I'm thinking of changing the cover after their date. :)

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CHAPTER 14

Science time ended and I said goodbye to Tyler before meeting Tania and the others. we chose to eat at a nearby restaurant and of course my treat. I don't know if Chuck already told them about Kyle but sooner or later they will know about it.

His hazel brown eyes pierced mine a while ago. he still has that affect on me whenever we look at each other. It's like anytime I'm gonna melt but not this time. I have to stop it. All i could feel now is pain, anger, confusion, and... love. Maybe. i mean, i don't know if I still do but-

"Vanessa?!" i loooked at Tania who has an annoyed expression on her face.

"What?" i asked innocently and she sighed. what did i do? did they know already?

"What's gotten into you? I've been calling your name for about five times already."

"You're exaggerating again." i shook my head at her but the boys and Ashley was on her side, "She did." Ashley said and i sighed.

"Are you okay?" Aiden asked, concern evident on his voice.

"I-I'm fine."

"You're not. I know you too well, now tell me why." Tania demanded while we eat. "And you barely touched your food." she said as a matter-of-factly.

"Kyle." was the only word i managed to say.

"Gosh, Van. what about him now?" she said irritatingly. i used to tell ehr how much i missed him before and i'll cry sometimes. until she said that i should stop it and move on. and i did.. or so i thought. that's the last time we talked about it.

"I-I saw him."

"Van, we ended this--"

"Listen to her, Tan." Chuck interrupted and all eyes are on us now. Chuck saved me. Again.

I looked at him, "Thanks, Chuck." then looked at Tan and continued. I told them every details and how he tried to explain. i also told them about Kylie. I saw the guilt look on Tan's face and i can see that all of them were shocked. for a few minutes, no one spoke unitl i finished.

Still.. no one.

Aiden was the first one to speak, "What are you going to do now?"

"I don't know. I really don't know." i broke down and started to cry again, putting my head on my hands.

"I'm so sorry Van." Tania apologized adn i squeezed her hand, "It's okay."

"Well," started Damon, "What do we have here? four boys and let's include Tyler, so we got five to beat that guy." he joked releasing the tense in the air but knowing Damon, he could do that just like his twin brother Richard. I smiled at him and he returned one back.

"speaking of which, does Tyler knows already?" Ashley asked.

"No, he's friends with both of them. i don't think i can say that to him easily." Ash nodded in approval.

"And you still have a date with him later so you go girl!" Ashley cheered up, "You only got two hours to get ready."

"Really?!" time's so fast. i didn;t notice.

"make that two and a half."

"I guess we have to go." i looked at the guys, "Tan and Ash will help me so if you won't mind-"