It's been a 4 weeks since the accident.
The show must still go on, so it does just minus Pippa and I.
I just wish it was me not her.
I pray everyday, I usually don't but now I do.
I would do anything and I mean anything for Pip to get better.
Everyday I am bombed with text messages from people who are telling me everything will be alright, but will it?
The whole cast is devastated especially Jasmine and Renee. Jasmine has been suffering from major anxiety attacks ever since the night this all happened.
Jasmine Renee and Pippa are so close.
I sleep alone every night and every morning I'm expecting to wake up and see Pippa sound asleep, but I don't. Every morning my heart drops, I shed a tear, hell I shed so many tears I don't know how I have anymore left.
I have breakdowns every night, my heart can't hand this anymore.
Today I'm going to be staying over night at the hospital. Groff is going to be meeting me there, I really needed him.
"Hey how are you?" Groff asks getting the the car
"Same old." I mumble
The car ride was pretty silent, but I finally broke the silence
"How's the show."
"It's not the same without you guys." He sighs
"Security is pretty serious now which is good." I respond
"Some of the ensemble girls were terrified to get back on the stage but we helped them through it." He said smiling and I smile back
We finally get into the hospital and Groff gives me a couple of minutes with Pippa before coming in.
"Mr Miranda! Hello how are you?" A doctor said making me jump
"I'm ok, how is she?" I ask looking at Pip who is laying there peacefully
"I have good news and bad news." He sighs
"Oh uh, ok?" I said
"Bad news first." I tell him looking down
"She has a very serious lung infection." He said
My heart shatters
"B-but shes ok? She's going to live?" I stutter
"We will have to do a surgery, but-" he said but I cut him off
"But?" (🍑hehe)
"It could kill her." He sighs
I hold back tears
"W-What if we don't do the surgery?" I ask
"She's going to die. I'm so sorry we could to the surgery or she could go peacefully." He said
Machines start beeping I turn around and look at Pippa
"Pippa- Doctor whats happening!!!" I scream
"I NEED A NURSE NOW!" He screams
"DEFIBRILLATOR!" He screams and I start sobbing
"WHATS HAPPENING!" I yell choking on sobs
"SOMEONE GET HIM OUT!!!" The doctor yells and a nurse shoves me out of the room
Groff runs up to me hugging me as I sob
"I cant lose her!" I manage to say choking on sobs
"Ok ok, Lin shhh." He comforts me sitting me down
A nurse runs up to me and I know what she's going to say next isn't going to be good.
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