fix his heart | lippa

chapter onze

Jasmine and Renee walk into my room holding flowers and they both look like they just accidentally murdered someone.

"Holy shit, stop." I say looking at them and Renee looks at me but Jas is playing with her hands

"Guys, I love you." I say as tears drop from Renee's cheeks but Jas continues to look down

"Jazzy." I whisper

"I-" she stutters but can't get out the sentence

"Breathe come here." I insist sitting up and she walks over

As she's about to sit down she grabs her stomach and sprints to the bathroom. I couldn't get up but Renee followed behind her holding up her hair as she throws up everything in her stomach.

"Woah, is she ok?" I ask trying to get up but Renee motions her hands telling me to stay

"Alright hun, your ok." Renee says rubbing her back

I felt useless I wanted to go help my sister

She sniffles and rinses her mouth

"Are you-" I start but get cut off

"I'm so sorry Pip, this is all my fault- im- ifididnyyeatyouyouwouldntbehereyouwouldbeokimsosorryifeelsobad." She says sobbing into Renee's arms

"I love you." I say holding my arms out for her

She runs into them and hugs me, She comes out of the hug and I hold out my arms for Renee who runs into them too.

We all have the most needed group hug of all time.

"Now come and sit you two, I need to know allllll the drama!" I squeal clapping my hands and they chuckle
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"This hospital food is gross let's uber." Renee suggests as we went down to the cafeteria do but some lunch

"I'm not really hungry." I mumble

"Jasmine, what is it?"

"You haven't been eating lately what's happening please tell me."

"It's nothing, I'm just not feeling well."

Truth is, it's isn't nothing. The "nothing" is something and it's huge. I don't want this to be happening right now. Why now? This could ruin everything for me. Maybe if I just pretend like it's not there?

We head back to Pippa's room with no food and she looks at us confused.

"Were gonna uber, hospital food is grossssss!" Renee said making a gagging noise and Pippa laughed

"Yeah, it's gross half the time Lin and I order its the easiest to do."

I smile and Renee gives me a glare but I don't know why, what did I do now?
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"Uhhhh I'll just get a chicken burrito." Pippa said looking down at her phone

"Jas?"

"I'm not hungry." She wrinkles up her nose looking at the menu and sighs, Pippa looks at me and I just shake my head

"What's up with her?" Pippa mouths and I shrug

"Cmon Jazzy, just at least try to eat it when it comes." I suggest and she finally caves.

"Fine I'll just get a salad though."

I nod and order

Pip: what's going on?

I quickly shut off my ringer and answer Pip

Renee: honestly I don't know but i think i have an idea.