Beautiful Sin |Narry|

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A/N- The song above is going to be used in the chapter. There will be another authors note in the middle of the chapter of the part that includes the song, but if you want to hear it throughout the chapter, you can do that too, whatever you want!

Harry
Dream/Flashback//

"Why are you here?" I yell in a quite tone. Doesn't he understand that I can't be seen with him?

He looks offended at my outburst and shakes his head, "You're ignoring me, why?" He questions. I look at our surroundings and then inside my house, luckily no one is home.

"Get in before someone sees you." I grit out between my teeth, pulling him inside by his collar.

"Harry! What the hell has gotten into you?" He yells, not minding the loudness of his voice, he's yelling. "I'm your boyfriend, talk to me!" He pleas and I sigh.

"Is it your mom again?" He questions and I gulp. It was my mom, she wants me to break up with Shawn so I could stop living a life of sin. If she knew Shawn was in our house right now, she'd die.

"It is isn't it?" He whispers and I hate that I can't hide anything from him. His brown eyes look into mine and he understands. He understands my pain. "Baby." And with that pet name, I break.

He opens his arms for me and I walk into them, letting him embrace me.
"I'm so sorry Shawn, I'm just tired of all of this. I feel like I can't ignore her comments anymore." I cry into his chest. I'm just done, so done.

"Don't let them get to you. I know she's making you go to church to get rid of your sin, but don't let them get to you." His voice breaks making me look up into his tearful eyes. "I won't." I promise and he gives me a small smile as he leans down to peck my lips.

End of Dream/Flashback//

I gasp in a great amount of air, opening my eyes. Breathing heavily, I turn off my alarm.

Looking around my dark room with stripes of sunlight peaking through the curtains, I wipe my sweaty forehead, trying to calm my breathing.

I close my eyes breathing deeply as I lean my head against the headboard of my bed.
Shawn's face pops into my mind, his tearful, believing face. I broke him. He trusted me. Two weeks after that encounter with him. Two weeks after I promised him that I wouldn't let them get to me. I broke his heart by ending our relationship because I let them get to me. I was weak minded.

"No, mom, stop!" I hear someone yell, getting ready to panic I let out a sigh remembering that I let Niall spend the night.

I furrow my brows, why is he yelling? It's early. I push my blanket off my body and make my way towards the yelling voice.

I open my bedroom door. Niall's door is already open, but there's no sign of him when I look inside.

"But, why are you doing this? Let me talk to dad." He's downstairs. Once I'm at the bottom of my steps, Niall's pacing body comes into view. What's going on?

"You can't just kick me out! I'm trying! Ask dad, he'll tell you! I'm not lying mom!" He screams, his voice cracking and my heart falls at the sound.