I'm Not Okay. I'm Sorry.

never forget

I cant believe you left me yeah I'm going insane,

and I can't fucking shake it babe you're stuck in my brain.

I've finally accepted that it wont be the same,

now I'm stuck inside my feelings and they wont go away.

'Bout to go off on a bender just to numb all this pain,

but I know deep down that alcohol can't change what you did.

But still I blame myself, why did it come down to this?

I wish that we never met, I wish that we never kissed. 

After everything we've been through-- all the things that we said,

How do I live without you if I already feel dead?

How am I supposed to erase all of the thoughts in my head?

I could form an ocean out of tears that you've made me shed,

I've been sitting in my room with a gun up to my head,

But I'm afraid to pull the trigger, I dunno  what's ahead.

After all this pain, I'm left here hanging on by a thread. 

Wishing that you would take back all of the things that you had said.

Can't believe I didn't notice, how could I be so blind?

It was right in front of me, you were lying the whole time.

How did the stars up above us get so god damn unaligned?

You hurt me so damn bad, words thoughts and actions combined.

I won't forget what we had but i'll leave it behind,

It's time for me to make up all of that wasted time.

I hope some time from now I start haunting your mind,

'Cause at least that would remind you that you'll never be mine again.